Wiseman2 Posted August 23, 2022 Share Posted August 23, 2022 Perhaps there's a support group for other men/other women? That way on weekends when the married one is busy with their spouse and family there would be someone to talk to who's in the same boat and understands the pain. Much like any other support group for gambling, addictions, drinking etc. It's harder for people not stuck in a cycle of addiction, compulsive behaviors, etc. to relate. So see if something like that exists in your area. It may help you get through it. Link to post Share on other sites
R22X Posted August 23, 2022 Share Posted August 23, 2022 Hey, I was with my ex partner for 4 years. I loved him but wasn't in love with him. We became incompatible and I was so unhappy however my family adored him and we lived together. I ended up meeting a new man at work and was seeing him for 1 year behind my boyfriends back. The sex and fun and feelings I had with this new guy was unbelievable and I told him I loved him. Almost 4 years later, I am with neither of the above men and soon after I left my boyfriend, I slowly started to lose all feelings/connections towards the new fella from work. Leave her - you are a extension and always will be. Find someone who will prioritize you always as their first. 4 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Will am I Posted August 23, 2022 Share Posted August 23, 2022 45 minutes ago, Rachel22 said: I am with neither of the above men and soon after I left my boyfriend, I slowly started to lose all feelings/connections towards the new fella from work I think this might be a very common pattern. One reason that make affairs so insanely exciting is that you're always limited in your time together and another reason is that there's always a sense of excitement associated with playing against the rules. Take these factors out and what's left is a relationship with someone who you might feel attracted to, but is not necessarily very compatible with you. Chances are it will fizzle out. From my own experience, there have been a few times that I came close to making the decision to leave my marriage. But divorcing my wife and building a new permanent relationship with my OW (now xOW) was never a plan. The reason is that I did recognize the areas of incompatibility. Even if on the character level we were actually a pretty good match (and I still find her an amazing young lady), on the level of where you are in life and what direction you're going... not so much. Affairs don't need compatibility, just attraction. Full time relationships need compatibility more than anything. @Rachel22I hope you found true love since. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Darcus30 Posted August 23, 2022 Author Share Posted August 23, 2022 13 hours ago, Allupinnit said: You want a shortcut from the pain you know you'll feel when you end things for good and block her number. That's the only way out of this for you with any shred of dignity. Since her BF knows she's messing around and is suspicious I think it's only a matter of time before she's caught. There is no shortcut from the pain, we aren't wired that way. This is the incredible price you pay when you're involved in an affair. If she loved you so much there wouldn't be any lame excuses about the timeline when she can leave, and that's because she isn't going to. An extension on what? The house? She's going through the time and great expense of adding an addition to her home and saying she's going to leave right when it's done? LOL dude come on you know that's total BS, why would she do all of that? The house will then just be that much better for her and her family, and why walk away from such a lucrative investment? Yes the house, it was started before the affair, says wants it finished 1st do can sell Link to post Share on other sites
Allupinnit Posted August 23, 2022 Share Posted August 23, 2022 (edited) 2 hours ago, Darcus30 said: Yes the house, it was started before the affair, says wants it finished 1st do can sell Too bad her boyfriend and kids don't know that and won't be able to enjoy it once she breaks it all up (allegedly that is). Edited August 23, 2022 by Allupinnit 2 Link to post Share on other sites
ExpatInItaly Posted August 23, 2022 Share Posted August 23, 2022 3 hours ago, Darcus30 said: Yes the house, it was started before the affair, says wants it finished 1st do can sell Be prepared for another excuse when this one expires, Darcus. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
BaileyB Posted August 23, 2022 Share Posted August 23, 2022 1 hour ago, ExpatInItaly said: Be prepared for another excuse when this one expires, Darcus. Home renovations can be extended indefinitely… it’s always a work in progress. Link to post Share on other sites
BaileyB Posted August 23, 2022 Share Posted August 23, 2022 (edited) 6 hours ago, R22X said: Almost 4 years later, I am with neither of the above men and soon after I left my boyfriend, I slowly started to lose all feelings/connections towards the new fella from work. Very common - for both the MM and the OW (or vice versa for OP). When circumstances change, one tends to have a different perspective. Quite suddenly, the future is full of opportunities and the coping strategies/unhealthy relationships of the past are no longer needed… no longer appealing… Another cautionary tale Darcus - will you ever heed the warning? Edited August 23, 2022 by BaileyB Link to post Share on other sites
Will am I Posted August 23, 2022 Share Posted August 23, 2022 The overall feeling starts to line up more and more. I sense that AP consciously wants out of the affair but there’s still too much infatuation to take that step. So the affair is stretched, one short period at the time, AP allowing herself just that little bit more indulgence. This does not look like a pattern where she’ll leave her husband and move in with het AP. I’m sorry. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Darcus30 Posted August 25, 2022 Author Share Posted August 25, 2022 On 8/23/2022 at 6:38 PM, BaileyB said: Home renovations can be extended indefinitely… it’s always a work in progress. Ok so she's going away on holiday with the family for a week on Saturday, going to be hard! Any ideas for coping mechanisms? What' should I say when she goes? Have a lovely time? Don't forget me or what? Dreading it Link to post Share on other sites
Wiseman2 Posted August 25, 2022 Share Posted August 25, 2022 1 minute ago, Darcus30 said: Ok so she's going away on holiday with the family for a week on Saturday. Any ideas for coping mechanisms? Get a good profile and pics on some dating apps and start talking to and meeting single available women. This is your chance at freedom! When you open your eyes, you'll see a whole new world of possibilities out there. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
Davina1 Posted August 25, 2022 Share Posted August 25, 2022 Finish it now and block her . I am telling you now it’s going to be the week from hell anyway so get it over and done with now . I put in too many vacations while he went off with his wife. Made me so sad and miserable. Darcus please don’t do it to yourself 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Darcus30 Posted August 25, 2022 Author Share Posted August 25, 2022 I hear you but sadly i dont wamt to meet anyome else (sad i know) its gonna be hard Link to post Share on other sites
Davina1 Posted August 25, 2022 Share Posted August 25, 2022 It’s going to be awful. Will you be working ? I would be turning off all notifications Link to post Share on other sites
Author Darcus30 Posted August 25, 2022 Author Share Posted August 25, 2022 7 minutes ago, Davina1 said: It’s going to be awful. Will you be working ? I would be turning off all notifications Yes I'll be working thank god! Have you been through the same can I ask Link to post Share on other sites
Davina1 Posted August 25, 2022 Share Posted August 25, 2022 Yes in a way . Darcus it’s soul destroying when they go on holiday and you literally get crumbs . Knowing they are out for meals or drives or sitting at the pool. But you get the odd ‘thinking of you ‘ . Or had a nice meal and glass of wine , or the “we” doing this or that . If I had had a crystal ball I would have run a marathon away . I wish you could see the future and run too Link to post Share on other sites
Wiseman2 Posted August 25, 2022 Share Posted August 25, 2022 1 hour ago, Darcus30 said: I hear you but sadly i dont wamt to meet anyome else (sad i know) Why? You know on some level she be having fun, sleeping with her husband, having a romantic time, etc. Why can't you date single women? Link to post Share on other sites
BaileyB Posted August 25, 2022 Share Posted August 25, 2022 2 hours ago, Darcus30 said: Ok so she's going away on holiday with the family for a week on Saturday, going to be hard! Any ideas for coping mechanisms? What' should I say when she goes? What would I say - don’t contact me when you get home. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Darcus30 Posted August 26, 2022 Author Share Posted August 26, 2022 8 hours ago, Darcus30 said: Yes I'll be working thank god! Have you been through the same can I ask Guess I'll have to try and forget about her for a week. Question is would I sound needy if I tell her I'm going to miss her etc.... or should I pretend I'm not bothered. Thanks in advance Link to post Share on other sites
Davina1 Posted August 26, 2022 Share Posted August 26, 2022 6 minutes ago, Darcus30 said: Guess I'll have to try and forget about her for a week. Question is would I sound needy if I tell her I'm going to miss her etc.... or should I pretend I'm not bothered. Thanks in advance Darcus you are obviously determined to not listen to any advice here . question - when did she tell you are going on holiday to answer your question I used to be needy , I would get angry , I would pull back , I would spam him , I did everything and it all ended up me looking needy , feeling awful about myself and so many negative emotions . So I can’t advise as everything I did was wrong and I was just sad a lot . what can you do if your not going to heed any of the advice here ? I don’t know . I ageee with whoever said to contact you when you get back and I think that’s the best answer . you will be waiting in crumbs from her she will be enjoying her holiday . Nice hotel , food , trips with family . You know the score . so tell her you are planning activities for the week and as she will be busy turn your phones off and for her to let you know when she is home and have a great time . I bet after a day or. Two of not checking phone you will start to detox . You seriously need to step away I do empathise as I went through it a few times . I wasn’t living while he was out having fun . Do you really want that for yourself? I can’t stress how much worse you will feel if you don’t take control of your life now . 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Darcus30 Posted August 26, 2022 Author Share Posted August 26, 2022 Thank you your response. I do honestly listen to everyone e on here but I just do t want to let go! Pathetic I know, cause she's not mean or anything and always sees/calls when possible, it's just more difficult when it's the school holidays. I knew months ago she was going away. She dis last year too but that didn't feel as bad for some reason . She Really is unhappy at home and do eeive her when she says she doesn't see a way out. Hope you don't all get bored with my adamacy not to end it all Link to post Share on other sites
ExpatInItaly Posted August 26, 2022 Share Posted August 26, 2022 56 minutes ago, Darcus30 said: Question is would I sound needy if I tell her I'm going to miss her etc.... or should I pretend I'm not bothered. Does it matter if you sound needy? She certainly isn't bothered about how she comes across to you, so you should not worry about how you come across to her. It doesn't change anything. She doesn't care if she seems distant or uninterested, so I don't think you pretending to be unbothered (or seeming needy) makes any difference. Yes, it's going to be hard to know she's off enjoying her partner and their kids on holiday. But this is what you signed up for, and continue to volunteer for by choosing to remain where you are. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
ExpatInItaly Posted August 26, 2022 Share Posted August 26, 2022 1 minute ago, Darcus30 said: She Really is unhappy at home and do eeive her when she says she doesn't see a way out. You want to believe her. That doesn't make it true. This is more of the BS she feeds you. She knows how to leave. She is choosing not to leave. She is choosing him, however unhappy she claims to be. That says a lot - she'd rather be unhappy but stay with him, than be with you. Link to post Share on other sites
Davina1 Posted August 26, 2022 Share Posted August 26, 2022 If she is so unhappy why is she going on holiday with him , there are many reasons someone will stay in a marriage even if unhappy and that I do know . is she making your life worse or better ? That’s the question I would be asking ? 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Darcus30 Posted August 26, 2022 Author Share Posted August 26, 2022 She wants to go for the kids, she's been open from the get go re her partner, said she hasn't loved him for years, and yes she does have to endure sex with him, she puts it off for as long as she can , says she hated him breathing on her, kissing her. I beleive her, if she didn't have kids I'm 100% sure she would have left. Am I happy,? When I'm with her yes, when not it'd hard But I try to carry on with life, its been a 1 Yr and 4 months now, our feelings are stronger which in turn makes the pain stronger, she cries sometimes saying she doesn't want to go home. I have no doubt in my mind she's staying for the children Thanks for listening 1 Link to post Share on other sites
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