Ended 8 yr affair ,are partners simply distraction from home life

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44 minutes ago, Amethyst68 said:

Is this part of the terms and conditions of your position or does it depend on the goodwill of your MM?

Be aware you may find these benefits disappearing if it's the latter and you're no longer indulging in the affair. 

I cannot worry anymore right now. I'm trying to survive.   We have discussed this. Im not "getting favors " at work. He is a good employer,  great work place and I work hard. I'm not a sack of potatoes that he's carrying. He is getting a good return out of my input and I'm earning him money.   I'd have this job elsewhere if I was able to uproot my dependents but they are not in a place to absorb that disruption.   He's the best option in town employment wise.   Believe me I'm not hanging in my Job to be tortured looking at him everyday.    I'd go if I could and if I had not people to support.  People who will need me for the rest of their lives. It's alot to carry  

Thank you. I see your point. But I'm a worthwhile worker,  I bring money,  I'm not a dead weight