Author brittanyjean259 Posted October 26, 2005 Author Share Posted October 26, 2005 It is just a really scary feeling, i keep thinking about memories...i have that song stuck in my head by nickel back.... sometimes i feel liek" screaming"...because nothing feels right it just hurts very deeply and is werid...i cant describe it...yeah i know i am still lucky to be here...BUT its so hard...i loved him so much and didnt mean to break it off with him....but im paying the price...and maybe it is best....what do i do with all those memories..i cant ingore them...werid eerrry feeling and im sure most people know what i meen...and yeah it takes time but it still doesnt change the fact that i have to go through this long endless road ...i guess im learning at a young age...and hopefulyy he can grow up and talk to me one day... im still so shocked this is happening? its been 3 months...and im still like" damnnnnnnnnn".... you know? so it took you 13 years? or 3 years....i got a little confused reading that sorry! Link to post Share on other sites
quankanne Posted October 26, 2005 Share Posted October 26, 2005 sorry, didn't mean to confuse. DH and I have been married 13 years, but it's only been a couple of years that I totally realized that this is where I am meant to be, not with College Boy, and the only reason why I thought there were left over feelings was because I had romanticized that relationship in my head after the break-up. It's like you pointed out, it takes time but it still doesnt change the fact that i (had) to go through this long endless road to get to the final conclusion. I'll keep my fingers crossed in hopes that you and your ex work out the "bugs" in the relationship, am being the hopeless romantic right now :love: Link to post Share on other sites
Author brittanyjean259 Posted October 26, 2005 Author Share Posted October 26, 2005 awww thanks. DO you feel that" in love feeling with the person your with now? no nothing could ever be worked out with me and my ex..he rebounded to some one with the same name...ehh Link to post Share on other sites
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