My new life is begining to get established after being depressed.

[IhavenoFREAKINclue]

My new life here in NY is finally getting established. I got a job. I am no longer a freakin waitress ( Well i am at night, but not full time)

I made 2 friends that I have actaully gone out with and had a great time.

For the past few weeks I was feeling very depressed. I had no friends, I was a waitress full time. I was looking at my BF's face day in and day out and i love him, but I was getting aggitated and notice little annoyances.

But that's all over now. I have a great job, great new friends, and a loving, caring BF that just wants the best for me.

I actually started associating my depression to my new APT. I didn't want to have sex anymore b/c that made me think of being trapped in my apt and the only reason why I was trapped in here is b/c i didn't have friends and a steady good paying job. I started hating everything and everyone. I would cry myself to sleep at night b/c I coulnd't just run to my friends house and do eachothers hair or whatever the case may be. I actually realized that they weren't even my true friends. No one comes to visit me. They barely call me.

 

One day I woke up feeling like a new person. I thought about each situation thoroughly and was very smart about it. I also figured that this is my new life and I have to deal with it and make it work. I love my BF more than life itself and whatever it takes to make my new life here with him work, I'll do it.

[BigB]

Good to hear.

[Mz. Pixie]

Good to hear. I've struggled with the same thing since getting remarried and moving. I need a new group of girlfriends.......