Help!!!

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I have no clue where to start but I am so desperate. So desperate I am askign random strangers for advice. I have been in a realtionship with this girl for a year and a couple months I don't know if I would consider it an LDR but I only get to see her once a week and twice if I'm really lucky, and it's always been like that. Mind you I'm quite young, still in High School I see her basically every saturday and we have such fun times, sometimes we're intimate sometimes we play games and talk and do all this great stuff. I call her when I get home from classes everday and stuff was great until awhile ago. I called her up on saturday to see if she could hang out, and she said she couldn't because she was punished which was understandable, but I tryied to talk to her about it and she got mad at me, after this I waited until Wednesday of the same week and asked her to come over and she was going to the library, which was fine but she didn't ask me to come and when I said I might be able to come she said "I don't care" Which really hurt, she is a really closed person and I understood this from the beginnning, when shes upset if I talk to her it makes it worse, and sometimes she wont see for 2 weeks just because shes upset, and during all this being upset she won't tell me whats wrong and sometimes even after shes better she won't tell me what's wrong. She gets real upset when I question ehr and sometimes it gets to the point where I am jsut asking her over and over and she sits there on the phone not talking. One specifc time she got really mad and toook the whole night to forgive me, and to say I lvoe you to me again. She hears me cry on the phone when I talk to her and it doesn't see to affect her she jsut ignores it, sometimes the crying is so bad I ahve to tell har to hold on while I cry. She recently told me that she doesn't like it when I cry and complain when I can't see her and shes tired of it and accuses me of blaming her for not being able to see her. I don't do this I only ask why she doesn't care that we can't see eachother and she takes that as a blame. Now it's tonight and I'm begging her to forgive me again for turning something stupid into a big deal, and shes nto saying I love you even when I tell her I love her (It's kinda a tradtion between us that when one of us says it the other one says it back) and she won't even do that. I am begging her to forgive me and lately shes been telling me she doesn't care anymore and I ask ehr what and she won't tell me. She keeps on aying she can't take it anymore and shes sick of it. I know she loves me because when we're together we have an awesome time and I love her so much and I don't want to lose her over a stupid thing, how can I stop questioning her about her being so closed and how can I get her to bear with me while I miss her? I don't know if you understand my problem it's so hard to understand, I really can't take this hurt anymore and I wnat to get back to seeing her and not having all this **** in the way. I love her more than my life and need help really bad.

 

I really need help guys, this is important she is the only thing I have in my pitiful life.