snailz Posted November 8, 2005 Posted November 8, 2005 I dont know the person ive changed into. All i know is, one day i was happy, no problems, i had everything to look forward to, then i met "him", he broke my heart and now ive turned into this person i hate. Over the past year ive changed, since me and my ex started having problems i became a different person, i drank alot, party constantly. ive started treating my friends badly, i dont know why ppl like me so much or even why they have stuck around, everyone always says- oh you are so popular and evryone loves you, but they are only my friends because they think im popular and fun, but its just an act, inside im so messed up and take it out on everyone but then they forgive me so easily because im the centre of their social scene. Im paranoid and worried about my weight, even though im not fat, im a nice size 12. Why have i gone like this? i dont understand how one stupid worthless man could have made me so bitter and confused and hurt, and completely turned me into this person i hate. How can i change? i know i need to because if i dont im going to end up losing the people i really love and care about- my real friends- the ones that have been there for years, and my family. sorry for ranting on....
monkey00 Posted November 9, 2005 Posted November 9, 2005 See a counselour or talk to your friends about it. you probably feel betrayed after the breakup, but just look on the bright side, you're not tied down in a relationship. The worst thing anyone can do is project their anger towards those closest around them.
Outcast Posted November 9, 2005 Posted November 9, 2005 You're probably depressed. Some people stay home and eat, others act out in anger. Go see your doctor and tell him what you wrote here. Then follow all his instructions (or her) and if a counselor is suggested, go.
bicyclejunk Posted November 11, 2005 Posted November 11, 2005 depression has different ways of rearing it's ugly head... i gained weight and got un-healthy, went for food, not alcohol and got bitter and nasty towards others..when i'm generally a very nice guy. i guess i was just pissed and hurt and just all screwed up from a recent death in the family. when i had broke up with my love once, that kinda put me in the same place.... You gotta get over it and find something to occupy your time.. don;t go for the quick fix to make you feel better like food, or alcohol, etc...try and get over that hump and get exercising... No one can push you, but you...I know from experience//.
scobro Posted November 11, 2005 Posted November 11, 2005 I dont know the person ive changed into. All i know is, one day i was happy, no problems, i had everything to look forward to, then i met "him", he broke my heart and now ive turned into this person i hate. Over the past year ive changed, since me and my ex started having problems i became a different person, i drank alot, party constantly. ive started treating my friends badly, i dont know why ppl like me so much or even why they have stuck around, everyone always says- oh you are so popular and evryone loves you, but they are only my friends because they think im popular and fun, but its just an act, inside im so messed up and take it out on everyone but then they forgive me so easily because im the centre of their social scene. Im paranoid and worried about my weight, even though im not fat, im a nice size 12. Why have i gone like this? i dont understand how one stupid worthless man could have made me so bitter and confused and hurt, and completely turned me into this person i hate. How can i change? i know i need to because if i dont im going to end up losing the people i really love and care about- my real friends- the ones that have been there for years, and my family. sorry for ranting on.... I would stop the drinking that is never the right solution.I think you lack some self esteem so try getting some self help books and start there.Its all gotta come from inside you nobody on this planet can do it but you.
scobro Posted November 11, 2005 Posted November 11, 2005 try and get over that hump and get exercising... great idea why didn't I think of that:rolleyes: .Start at a local gym doing some weight training and cardio also start eating properly that always makes you feel good.Remember exercise releases feel good endorphins which is just what you need right now.If you have never done weights get a session with a trainer and learn how.
Author snailz Posted November 11, 2005 Author Posted November 11, 2005 Thanks everyone, ive actually took a step back and thought about some stuff, already i feel better, i went to the doctor yesterday and he thinks he could be diabetic which is maybe why ive been feeling so low and grouchy.
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