afraid of losing her

[illinois-guy]

me and my girlfriend have been dating for over 2 years now and it has been wonderful, rarely fighting at all and if we do its something stupid that lasts not even 5 minutes. but what has happened has got me worried so much. today is tuesday, well yesturday i had found out the night before she said she was at home but really, she was at a friends with a bunch of her friends planning out a birthday party, your probably thinking woop tee doo and thats what i said i told her that she doesnt have to lie to me about stuff like that. but she replied that she didnt want me to get mad, becuase of the girl's house she was at(slut) or a bad influence to my girlfriend but i kept my cool and just said dont lie to me hunny. later on that day we left her house and i was taking her to her car becuase she had to go to work. well while we were walking out she had a call from someone well i just asked who was it. she wouldnt tell me. i asked hundreds of times it seems like, but she never told me. so i took the phone from her purse and looked at the missed call, well it was her ex that we have had problems with before because of his psychopathic crap. he had picked the lock to her house and came in and woke her up just to talk to her and she freaked. so, he left her a message and i asked to listen to it and she said she was going to get out of my truck, well i told her no thats stupid, and i said what are you hiding from me and she said nothing, well then i was going to listen to it and she got out when we were at a stop sign where it was kiddie corner to her car so she walked to her car got in and drove to work i followed her and i had her phone and i didnt listen to the messages the 20 min drive it was. but then got to her work and she demanded her phone back and i once again said what are you hiding and she said nothing and walked away calling me names and went into work. then i listened to the messages and there were 3 from him all saying how beutiful she is and how much he misses her and loves her well while im making 15 an hour hes going to get trained how to wash dishes at a resturant. becuase he was caught with possesion of weed and tried to get my girlfriend to take the blame cuz he wants to be a cop. well on of the messages said "have a good night at work" so they had to been obviously talking becuase her sceduling is not a pattern thing she works whatever days they give her, well then she called me from work and i was ultimately pissed off so i just didnt talk to her, even though she on her own i go to her mom and dads house to drop off the phone that i had and told her dad what was going on becuase there is no way in hell her dad will ever let him come around again. then after she got off work she called crying saying she wants a break and she just wants to hang out with her friends but not only that shes very mean to me over the phone never wants to talk and does not want to see me, and this started happening about a week before we took the break and i feel like she isnt going to come back to me even after she said she knows she will and she promises she will but if someone could just reply me just to sooth me down and tell me some way i can get this break off my mind and when she does want to talk on the phone for a bit then how not to bring up all this crap please someone talk to me, thanks