SexualDeviant Posted November 19, 2005 Share Posted November 19, 2005 Well i' haven't posted in here for along time, i gave up on love recently when i decided to call it off with my ex girlfriend. i am currently 19 and she is 18, the story goes that one night along time ago.. i got into a heater argument with her mother.. i didn't approve of the things she said and did to her daughter and that causes a big backlash in our relationship.. we had been going out for 2 years, when i realised i wasn't be fair to her.. i was always in a pissy mood i felt like it was a burden to go out with her because of all the drama, yes i was an a**h*** and i realise this. We did 3 months of NC but a few days ago i decided to call her and see how she was doing, she told me she wasn't doing that great and we decided to go out for coffee and chat.. we had a great time but it ended up being me and her saying we loved eachother and breaking down in tears.. she said she loves me and wants me back but needs to fix things in her life first, and i totaly agree with her and told her i would wait for her and help her along the way.. Now my Q is, i do get jealous now like today she had gotten into a fight with her father and we were suppose to go out, so i ended up staying home and she went out for supper with her aunt, don't get me wrong i'm not worried about this part. The thing i'm worried about is, i was such an a**h*** to her and i don't think i deserve her, but i know that i love her with all my heart. I'm basicly torn between letting her go for her own good, or being there for her wich i find to be reasonable. Sorry for ranting, it's been a long day Link to post Share on other sites
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