sexiibabee Posted November 28, 2005 Share Posted November 28, 2005 Hello. I'm at work looking at my hand full of bandages and most of my body covered in bruises. Saturday I went to my roommate's 21st B-day party and my boyfriend stayed sober while I drank. I felt completely in control and I was just drunk. We went to another party for a short while and I drank more. On the way home I fell asleep and as I wake up the next day that is what I had thought happened. From what my boyfriend told me I went haywire and crazy. I was screaming and crying and saying ridiculous things like "I want to go home" when we were home. I was punching the wall and swinging at him. I have no memory of this. It's scary. My boyfriend told me that he never wants to see me touch alcohol again or we're through. I have had other episodes after drinking that made him warn me about drinking but never this bad. I know stopping will be my whole life better but it's so hard. I just need some help with finding somewhere that I could go to for guidance on the personal level, emotional, spiritual, relationship, and addictions. Any words are entirely meaningful to me. Thanks. Link to post Share on other sites
Art_Critic Posted November 28, 2005 Share Posted November 28, 2005 You need to listen to your BF.. NEVER touch alcohol again.. it you are like this under the influence then believe that if you continue to drink that something really bad will happen to you.. Quit Drinking.. and if you can't quit.. Go to AA.. Now.. Link to post Share on other sites
tinktronik Posted November 28, 2005 Share Posted November 28, 2005 I agree with AC never ever touch alchohol again. I had this particular thing happen when I did a certain ( non specified here? ) carricular party enhancer. I knew , never ever to do it again , and I have not in 10 years. Bad behavior ( particularly violent) and blackouts are signs for you , heed them. Link to post Share on other sites
Author sexiibabee Posted November 28, 2005 Author Share Posted November 28, 2005 Hey thanks. I've known that all along but it becomes a reality for me as the best solution when I hear it from more than one person. It's harder to tell myself to quit when it's so easy to give in. But from here on out I start my life of sobriety. Good day. Link to post Share on other sites
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