Will she come back or will she not

[roadkill dude]

Well i alone now.I met this girl(my baby) a friends younger sister whom i had a crush on 3 yrs back an even she had. i told her that i had a crush but she sed she didnt(she lied ). Then last year we met again during november an she still liked me than an so did i.But she only told me that after she went to her boarding school a few days later .I told her i liked her too but that was all .Then i waited for her to comeback from her school an by then it was december an i was in a different place the dayafter she came back i asked her out (an although she liked me a lot much more than i did i kinda had to force her).Then we were officially a couple .Then when i came back to my place for christmas i met her an she really liked me .Then i met one of her friends whom had come with her an i started likin her cos she was a little different from all the girls i met.I really started likin that girl but my baby still liked although she had a hint i liked her friend .I used to spend more time with the other girl than my girlfriend.On my gf b'day which falls on the 1st of Jan i made her cry because i was too bothered to spend time with the other girl

her ex was there consoling her with whom she had broken up recently but she still liked me .Then when i went to my college town i stopped likin my gf's friend an my gf an me broke up cos i wanted to .I thot i really didnt llike her much an asked her to be my friend so as to know each other better then if we wanted to get back together then we wud otherwise not an she agreed.She still loved me a lot yes it was love . I was in my college town away from her an i got into a fling but we both talked to each other everyday.

Then one day i conffessed to her about me an the other girl (her friend) because she became my really good friend an i didnt want to hide such a big thing from her.She was givin her final exams which she screwed cos of me.Then when she went back to her place from school her friend told her a diff story by which she was really hurt an she didnt want to talk to me again but i begged an she told me to give her some time so i did.Then one day she called me when she was drunk an told me she missed me (she usually doesnt drink).But still i didnt get back with her then.I then saw her during my summer break which is for a month an a half an we really became close we never put a name to our relation cos we were scared to ruin it but we were a couple .Then when we had gone to our boarding school for the founders day we had a lot of physical feeling an while coming back i realised i was in love with her an instead of saying this i blurted out "Will you marry me?" yes dumb .I had gone out with a lot of girls an even had more flings an one night stands than gf.Some of the girls fell in love with me but i never except for this one girl who just left me.She never liked to tell me that she loved me cause i didnt like that until now.

In the days to come we fell in love with each other more an more .She is a very pretty girl so guys were after her but she loved only me .Then one day she lied to me that she was talkin to this girl when she was actually talkin to this guy .We had a big fight when i found it from her phone .My insecurity started from then she lied to me bout a few other things one concerning that guy an letter from him an the other a party.But it was very later on only i understood that she did that so as not to get me all paranoid .She never liked that guy .We wud be then constantly fightin an she wud always be cryin .It was my insecurity an her missunderstanding which actually was mutual .Everyday she wud be cryin an everyone told her to leave me even her mom who loved me like her son.But i understood why cause cos my gf was ignoring everyone else except me an it was the same with me.I had just shifted to my home town from my college town because i was heavy into drugs an drinking an not doing anythin else.

When i came back we always used to fight but whenever we fought we came back together the next second kissing each other .We loved each other a lot .I lost trust in her but still i loved her a lot an she wud feel sad when i told her i didnt trust her.Our relationship was totally based on love an no trust a relationship which everyone told my gf to get out of.But she loved me a lot an she was never ready to leave me.I loved her a lot more than anythin an it was same for her.All through the relatonship i asked her to break up cause i was too scared to fall to much in love an she wud cry then but i cud never break up even if we did we did for max an hour .

Then on the day we first met the year before ,15 min before the day came i asked her to break up an we did an the next day as usual i went to her house with a bunch of flowers an choclates an cards an a letter an we again got back together but before leavin i again told her that i wud break up with her an get back with my ex an that she reminds me of my ex .That night when i went back home i again called her up she said not to leave her an that her mom an she had a fight because her mom told her she was a lot into me an she said she loved me more than her an her sister.So her mother made her to take a swear not to talk to me for a month it wud be better for me cos her mother told her that i was only concentrating on my gf an neglecting everythin else .So for 25 days we didnt talk cause i didnt want her to break her promise.In the beggining of the month she sed after this one month we wud be just the same..But now she doesnt want to get back when we talked after the month .She said she loves me an loves me a lot still but it has faded quite a bit.She made a new friend whom she likes a little as a friend.I went yesterday to her house at 1 we kissed for the first time an she said she lloved me still an wud get back with me but when in the morning i talked to her she said she doesnt want to get back .Then that day i again went to her house she was stoppin me from comin but i went an we sat together an she told me that she still loved an but it was not as strong as before an that she thot she was a bad influence on me .She also to send me away wud lie to me that she didnt love me anymore that she loved someone else but i knew she was lyin an there was love in her for me.She sed that she wanted me to make somethin out of myself an then we wud get back.But then she sed we can never get back together.I told her ill let her go but wait for her to come back because in this one month i realised how much i loved her even more an how beautiful our relationship cud be an she said she just saw the bad side of it.I guess she had help to see that side by friends an family.I at first told her i cudnt be her friend but she wanted me to be her frnd.On my way i decided to be her friend an wait for her to come back .I decided to be always there for her an whenever she goes thru a rough patch i wud be there an be her best friend an wait for her to come back cause she has done a lot for me from gettin me out of drugs to being a diff man .I'll wait for her to come back.Do you ppl think she will come back to me cause i will be waitin for her my baby.(please inform me if you think im wrong with my suppositions)