Same old Same old

[Broken Warrior 1988]

I dont know where to start.I guess the first thing to do is to say Hello and Thanks to anyone who takes the time to read and/or replie this post.

 

Here I go, I met this girl about 8months ago and since then we have become very good friends. I met her through friends and as soon as we met we clicked,she laughed at my jokes,i laughed at hers ect ect.Anyways ive kinda fallen in love with her (after six months) and i cant tell if she has any kinda feelings for me,i think about her all the time and shes very special to me and not knowing if she likes me back is really starting to depress me.I know i should just ask her out but the friendship at risk is to special to me i dont wanna do anything to jepodise it.im not a very confident person when it comes to girl,love ect so i need serious help,let me start by telling you of the positivve things i have noticed in her behaviour towards me

1.she calls me or atleast txts me everyday and comes down to see me.2 she always laughs at my jokes.even when they're poor.

3.all her friends seem to know who i am,my name ect evn though i havnt meet half of them(although she did say once that her friends tease her cos they think shes into me)

4.she has cancelled her plans to go out just to come see me (although she has done the same to me B4)

5.she loves to play fight with me ALL the time.

6.She complains its different when its not just the two of us (like if we are together and someone else is coming round)

7.she tells me alot of personal things.

8.shes always eager to impress my family espically my mum.

9.she talks alot about me to her mum.

10.she always compliments me on my taste in music,movies ect and likes alot of the same bands as me.

11.shes always going on about how much she loves relatioships and how she wants be in one.

 

Ok take a break and prepare yourself for the rest ill try to make it as short as possible i promise.

here are the negative things i pick up on

1.when she does somthing to Piss me off,she always says "im sorry babe u know how much i love you)every time she says it i get the feeling shes saying it in a friendly way,kinda patronising.

2.everytime she sends me a txt she always put lots of x's and says thing like "luv you" and i recently found out she does the same to everyone she sends a txt to boy or girl.

3.she has a lot of male friends and tells me im her best "Male friend"

4.shes always saying things like "that boys nice" or "he's gorgous" and she keeps telling me what kinda boys she likes and im nothing like them.

5.she told me about some boy she fancied at school (although she only brought it up once)

6.she only invites me to her house when she needs me to do somthing (like put up a shelf or fix somthing)

7.she sleeps at my house and although we sleep in the same bed and up the same end she moves herself as far away from me as possible.

8.shes always saying things like "i know a girl whos realy nice u will like her" and "whats wrong with this girl that girl ect ect.

9.she went out with a group of her friends and a guy i dont like (cos of somthing he did to her)was there and she lied and said he wouldnt be.

10.shes always telling me how caring or how nice i am but again in a friends kinda way(i can tell by her tone,voice ect

11.finally she told a friend of mine when asked if she likes me that she dont and she proved it by saying that she goes all shy around guys she likes (shes anything but shy around me trust!).

If u managed to read all that then thank you again.if u have any advice i would highly appricate it.