It is a long story

[stillwanthimback]

It is a long story...since my husband has an affairs with two women, one is a married woman in China, another is our Indo. maid.

 

I have already separated with him since mid of July. I still want him back in the first 4 months, but now my heart already dead!!!!

 

After I showed my anger to him, and he doesn't let me to contact my daughter any more, even he made up a story about I give up this family also my baby.

 

How he forced me to leave, how he kicked me out of this family??? Just for I phoned his mistress, I shouted to this woman.

 

I still remember all of this.. this memory hurts me deeply...

 

I missed my baby so much, so I went to her learning center last week...and while I saw my baby, this Indo. maid immediately took her away...and I tried to hold my baby, this cheap maid waive my hand away..at this moment, I waive her hand ...And of course I shouted to her " a bitch"

 

And can you guess what happen?

 

She sued me hit her after two day!!!!

 

And I went to the police station. The police officer fully understand what happen...and even he told me how to say ...

 

I feel so upset.

 

A man, I was/ am in deep love change to be a stranger, even hurt me like that...

 

I know what they want....After pregnant, I get a deep depression..he mentioned if I want to fight back my baby, he will use it in the court. and claim me can't take care a young child..

 

And all my friends advised me not to fight with him directly...

 

I know why this cheap maid telling lies about I hit her to the police...they want to claim me in mental ill, and keep me in hospital! Even take out my right to handle my financial.

 

So.....all of my friends asked me to clam down...never let this two cheap people have any excuses..

 

I had contact a social worker, but it doesn't help at all...she only can help me to visit my baby....I saw this two cheap people in 3 days before...under the social worker' arrangement ..

 

He even bring an agreement asked me to sign for give up my right to custody over my baby.

 

I told him I never agree about this if he want to get the solution, it will be in the court.

 

And he complained to the social worker about I sent e-mails to his relatives, and let them knew about his affairs...and I looked at him, and asked him "why I couldn't say the truth?? he told every his relatives about I left with my own reason and give up this family and my baby...

 

He always play a good guy...nobody will believe him become an animal...(He is a high school teacher)

 

The social worker doesn't give me any good professional advice....but something she mentioned is right, "let go".

 

Yes, now I stay calm and manage my emotion well...I can't let them have any excuses to claim me ...and less my chance to get my baby back.

 

I need support... Please give me some advises..

 

I feel lost...