how to convince my parents to not force me to move back to out home country

[Lilaccc]

my name is lilac and im a very young girl but id rather not say my age for my own safety. Im the oldest child . Im from Pakistan but ive lived in spain all my life until 5th grade when my parents decided to move us back. Me my siblings and my mum . Ive been to 2 schools there ive been there 2 years ive had the worst experiences there i could go on hours talking about everything and how it ruined my life. until i came here to spain for my nationality meanwhile i joined a school till summer break but no one knows ill leave. Even tho its not my old school and new people even tho im left out and all i still feel sm better here and i dont want to even think about thee fact that oill go back in august. i love it here no matter what .Ive my fav czns here i have sm fun with them and eeven tho ive friends i n my school and im not even close and im friends with them lowkey cuz they help me and i sit with them in break time quiet and not involved in the convo i still feel god ik ppl i wanna be friends with and ik ill im determined that if after summer i wont leave ill be friends with them. Ive talked to my parents so many times and trust me in the best way with all the good points they say ill need to study in pakistan for  2 more years and we will be back... but thats not what i want ... itll be hard for me to settle its harder the more older u are. In this thing im not even  writing eerything cuz im lazy helpp im going to make a documents with all the points and reasons i dont wanna go back and send it to my parents.Hopefully it works but i need more advice keep in mind .My parents reason is solid and its so we learn religion and dont go out doing drugs they think thats what everyone here does but whis gonna tell them pakistan is way way way worse trust me ik alot of ppl there.