how can i get my ex back?????

[mSjENny]

Can n e one please give me advice??

 

well this is how it started we went to the same school and i was 15 at the time he was 18 about to be 19. Me and the homies went to the basketball courts during lunch and its crazy cuz i never went there to kickit and there was a big game goin on everyone i knew was there ..then all of a sudden one of my other homiez called me over that i barely get to talk to and said wussup to me and then his friend that i never met and never even knew went to that school came up to me with two of his other friends and wanted to talk to me but i didnt really pay attention cuz i thought they were just like the rest of the guys at my school.. so i was talkin to him and they kept askin you got a boyfriend and kept sayin that i was cute and i finally turned to the side and i saw him my heart just started beating fast he was sooo cute so i gave him my number and i never heard from him so i thought o well he probably like the others ...then about 5 months later i had him on my mind all of a sudden and coincidently when i was walking to 6th per. I saw my homie that i talk to at the basketball court and he called me over and said his homie wanna holla at me and i was like who ? and didnt think much of anything so he told me that he would introduce me so i just didnt take it to the head but when it was 8th per. which was when i had practice at the gym i saw him just lookin at me and i had a feelin it was him ....but i wasnt sure so days after days i would see him during practice just lookin and finally when i stepped outside for some water by myself he came up to me and got my number again because he lost his phone the first time i gave him my number and we were rill koo and he gave me a hug before i went back to practice. so right when i came home my phone rang and it was him i was so happy we talked for hours till the sun came up and we ended up bein together for 7 months he asked if i had a friend for his friend which i knew from school also so that i could hook them up and when i did find someone for his friend me and my boyfriend started arguin alot so we had problems but we would always fix it mainly the arguments were because i was so insecure and overprotective of him goin out because of all my past relationship and i regret being like that because he really did care about me and he wouldnt do anything to hurt me he was the only guy that ever treated me good and i just still had doubt of trusting him. I finally turned 16 and everything was ok after a while.

 

One day we had a big argument and all i could do was cry because i didnt want to lose him after everything we went through he couldnt take it anymore and i could feel that he didnt want to deal with it anymore so he finally broke it off with me. I cried for months and felt like i lost everything i couldnt eat sleep anything as time went by i did get better and tried to talk to other guys but everyone i tried to talk to couldnt compare to my ex ..all i could think about was i wish it was my ex here instead of him as a year went by i was thinkin back at what i did and all this regret i have from being the way i was when i was with him so i finally called him and asked if i could see him and he came by and all those feelins i had from him from the first day i met him were all still there it seems like he really doesnt care about me like he usto and it hurts as we were kickin it he grabbed me and kiss me and made me fall in love all over again. I want to ask him for another chance to show him that i have change and that i do trust him but im scared of what he will say and he might not even want me back and deal with all the drama i just want to show him that im not like that anymore .can someone please tell me what i should do or say or anything to get him back in my life????? I feel like im nuthin without him.