alphamale Posted January 27, 2006 Share Posted January 27, 2006 As much as I need therapy I don't think I'll take him up on the offer. good girl b_o I can't move on as long as I talk to him. ain't that the truth sister! I wouldn't know what to do with a good man if he fell into my lap. don't brow beat yourself over this....many women are like this. sometime the urge to self-destruct can outweigth the urge to grow and improve. Link to post Share on other sites
Author blind_otter Posted January 27, 2006 Author Share Posted January 27, 2006 Vent away, Lonestar. I feel yer pain. Stupid ex. I called him at lunch. He asked me to. I was starting to get soft. He didn't go to work today and goofed off playing golf instead. Which is fine, but he's like 35 years old. So irresponsible. He was like an older version of all the guys I've dated previously. And on the phone, arguing, I stopped and realized what I was doing. Going through the motions. Acting like I even effing cared. Our arguments morphed after we broke up into these pseudo-mature conversations. Him saying he loved me and we're meant to be together, me saying that's ridiculous, look at what we DO to each other, how we ARE to each other. I get sick to my stomach when I have to meet with him. I get frustrated and pissed off talking to him. Why can't he understand why I don't want to be with him any more? WHY CAN'T HE JUST GET IT THROUGH HIS HEAD THAT WE ARE BAD TOGETHER? And why do I feel the need to explain and justfy my actions to him? Why can't I just walk away and not care whether he understands why things went so wrong? Link to post Share on other sites
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