UnderWorld Posted January 29, 2006 Share Posted January 29, 2006 Ive Been Content W/ My Bf And I Took 2 Mos To Kiss Him And 3 Mos To Have Sex W/him! He Knows Im A Good Girl And Very Cautious! Everyone Knows This Too! What I Havent Understood Is In The Beggining He Was All Over Me And Lately He Hasnt....i Remember My Ex Was Always On Me And Hes Like Well If I Wasnt Then Ud Have To Worry. As In Hed Prolly Be Doing Someone Else Thats Why He Wouldnt Be All Over Me...my Bf Doesnt Even Call Me Beautiful At All On Top Of The Fact Touch Me Much Anymore~ I Mean Ive Been To Tears Wanting Affection! Telling Him And All So One Night Hes Taken Me Home~ And He Knows Somethings Bothering Me And Im Not Stupid....hes Always Getting Me Mad...so Im Pretty Frustrated Since That Night At His House He Didnt Try Anything...he Hasnt For A While And Hes All What I Like Cuddling What U Just Wanna ****? Cuz I Guess He Knows Im Frustrated Im Like First Off I Dont Call It That...so Finally Hes All So Whens The Last Time Uve Had An Std Test.....i Was Like I Get It Every 2 Mos...i Did 2 Mos Ago...which I Didnt Mention It Was Right Before We Started Having Sex And Of Course It Came Out Negative And Assured Him Im Clean...and The Thing Is Hes The Only Guy Whos Ever Gone Down On Me And Im 20! Hes Real Clingy! So One Every Couple Weeks I Go Out W/ My Friends....and I Have Good Judgement And I Wouldnt Ever Cheat! I Have The Worste Guilty Conscience...im Thinking! And I Have A Heart And Im A Medical Assistant...so I Know I Have To Get Checked For These Types Of Things Every So Often. Which For Me Was Every 2 Mos~ Just In Case Something Comes Up Later...and The Thing Is I Was Abstanance 8 Mos Before My Bf And I Chose Him*like The Right One To Do Things W/ And Hes My Number 5..and Hes Had 8....so Anyways! Im Just So Angry Hes Not Affectionate Cuz I Like Being Close...i Figured He Isnt Attracted To Me Or Just Uninterested...im Like Do U Not Like Having Sex W/me Hes...well The Past 3 Weeks My Butt Gets Wet After Every Erection And I Don’t Like It…and Its Not Cancer It Doesn’t Run In His Family...im Like Im Clean…and I Said Ur Ok Cuz Im Clean And I Just Hope Ur Ok…but Darn It Makes Me Think Now Maybe Hes Saying This Cuz He Did Some Whore..and Knowing Im A Medical Assistant I Mean He Even Asked Where He Should Go To Get Tested Hello? He Knows Im Cautious He Has To! I Have My Checkups (physicals Every Couple Months) They Throw In The Std Tests! And I Have Insurance Why Not? I Didn’t Mention This But U Know? Im Freaked Out Cuz A Day Later Im Getting Sick And My Throat Hurts…and Im All Achy...could Be The Flu But A Week Ago Yea…i Yea…so I Told Him Get Tested And Let Me Know! So Then I’ll Get Tested Again…hes Never Obviously Been Tested...im Just Freakin Out! Oh Yea And Today He Has A Cold Sore On His Mouth He Figures From Me…cuz I Just Started Getting Sick...and I Sarcastically Was Like From Kissing All Those Girls Hes Like I Only Kiss U…idk He Doesn’t Really Even Go Out Even When I Do He Stays Home, Hes Real Sweet And As Far As I Know He Doesn’t Go Out W/ Other Girls….i Mean He Takes Me Home Around 12 And Its Weird Tonight He Came Over And We Usually Go To His House And We Didn’t We Just Heald Eachother And He Left Since I Wasn’t Feeling Good…but He Said He Was Tired…so Was I….but He Said Its 1030p And His Parents(hes 23) Said Not To Come In And Out But He Left To Work At 3p I Really Think Hes Making This Up! I Don’t Know Whats Going On???? Plus If I Look At His Old Comments Before I Knew Him Ive Seen Him Say He Had To Cover Some Girls Face W/ A Pillow…he Wasn’t Ever W/ Her Either! And A Couple Others Hes Said Weird Things To...and I Mean His Friends Thought He Was A Player Cuz Hed Have A Diffferent Girl Every Weekend But He Said Hed Never Do Anything But His Friends Thought He Did….he Even Told Me In The Beginning Hes Like Most People Think Im A Player…im Like I Don’t! He Didn’t Tho…he Says I Was The Prettiest Girls Hes Ever Dated…but Hes Sweet And Im W/ Him All The Time But Im Thinkin Maybe After 12 He Sees Other Girls Idk Maybe Im Paranoid But Hes Not A Pig And He Doesn’t Talk Like One Or Pressure Me And He Doesn’t Like Guys Talking About Girls And How There A Piece Of Meat? So What Do U Guys Think??? Link to post Share on other sites
Outcast Posted January 29, 2006 Share Posted January 29, 2006 Nobody in grammar class ever told you to Capitalize Every Single Word!!!! And please use paragraphs and sentences. I'm not being picky, it's just REALLY HARD to read a lump of messed up stream-of-consciousness text like that. You should be using condoms and if you're a medical assistant, you can easily find out what your symptoms are. As for being a 'good judge of character' and for thinking he doesn't 'seem' like a 'pig', never EVER make the mistake of thinking that you can assume someone's fine because you're such a good judge of character. A lot of women come to grief thinking they're smart enough to spot a liar. I think that if you're not getting what you want from the relationship then you should find a fellow who is the kind of guy who gives you what you need. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
barfool Posted January 30, 2006 Share Posted January 30, 2006 I'm sorry, did you say that he has never been tested?!?! If that is the case and he has a cold sore (which is an STD) then I wouldn't touch him until he gets the results. But this whole situations sounds pretty shady. When peoples behaviour changes quickly, especially sexual behaviour, then something is up. Link to post Share on other sites
Author UnderWorld Posted January 31, 2006 Author Share Posted January 31, 2006 and now hes saying that hes ok now that the weirdness going on with his butt gettin wet after erecton and just not likeing that feeling...he says it went away! now a couple days ago he says he has some cold sore on his mouth i didnt give him one i just got sick now ya know> Link to post Share on other sites
Zaira Posted January 31, 2006 Share Posted January 31, 2006 Oh geez, your post has hurt my eyes. I didn't finish reading it all, so I will just comment Just because your boyfriend has a cold sore, doesn't mean he has an STD. The cold sore virus can live in someone's body forever, and cause cold sores in times of stress etc. It doesn't mean he's been with someone else. If his behaviour towards you has changed that could be a sign. You just have to ask yourself if you trust him or not. Link to post Share on other sites
me234 Posted January 31, 2006 Share Posted January 31, 2006 and now hes saying that hes ok now that the weirdness going on with his butt gettin wet after erecton and just not likeing that feeling...he says it went away! now a couple days ago he says he has some cold sore on his mouth i didnt give him one i just got sick now ya know> Honey go to school and better yourself (and pray god your grammar as well) then you'll meet better men. 23 and he still lives at home?? Edited watch and learn--and now he's saying that he's ok. The weirdness going on with his butt getting wet after an erection and just not liking that feeling...He says it went away! A couple days ago he said he had a cold sore on his mouth. I didn't give him one. I just got sick now Link to post Share on other sites
barfool Posted January 31, 2006 Share Posted January 31, 2006 Well, when I said that a cold sore is an STD I mean that it is herpes. There is a difference between that kind and the genital herpes, though it can cause cold sores too. And yes, it is true that it lies dormant before appearing as a cold sore. Even so, I wouldn't want it! They are contagious and the type on the mouth can be transfered to the genitals with contact. bleh Link to post Share on other sites
Author UnderWorld Posted January 31, 2006 Author Share Posted January 31, 2006 Anyways I Dont Care About Grammer Im Actually Sick When I Wrote This Alright..i Already Graduated From College And I Know That Everyone Has The Herpes Virus In Them. Not Genitally Im Saying But...he Says He Was Wet Down By His Butt Thats Why He Wouldnt Do The Deed W/ Me And It Has Been Like That For 3 Weeks...all Of A Sudden Hes Like Well I Have A Cold Sore Thanks..thats Not The Point...its Like Hes Blaming Me For Stuff He Gets Which Isnt Even Me..im Aware The Virus Is W/ In Everyone. Im The One Who Always Gets Tested And I Know Things Later Could Come Up Im Sure.. He Hasnt Ever Yet And He Had The Balls To Ask Me Whens The Last Time I Was Tested Come On! Yes Hes Being Cautious But He Knows Im Safe...a Week Before I Got Sick I Went Down On Him W/o Protection And I Trusted In Him And Ive Never Been Able To Do So. And Hes The First To Go Down On Me Too. I Know Flu Like Symptoms Can Be The Start Of Symptoms Of A An Std Since Im A Nurse Im On Amoxixillin And I Know Its A Virus Since The Regular Meds Dont Work! Idk He Says Hes Ok Now Down There But It Still Worries Me??? Should I Be Distant W/ Him Sexually Idk My Ex Once Said To Me Since This Guy Always Was All Up On Me He Says Id Have To Worry If He Wasnt Alll Up On Me Cuz That Would Prolly Mean Hes Getting It From Someone Else Or Doesnt Like It Basically. It Sucks Cuz I Think Im In Love W/ This Guy And Its The Best Feeling In The World, But Not If Hes Lying Or If Hes Not Physically Attracted To Me Idk... Im Gonna Be Staying W/ Him For Like 3 Days Over Night I Never Do...i Wonder If Hes Gonna Make A Move Or I Mean If I Even Want To Make A Move...i Feel Close When We Are As One...and Im Mad Since He Used The Word f***...instead Of Cuddling Like Id Rather f*** But Its Not Like That And He Knows This! Link to post Share on other sites
Author UnderWorld Posted January 31, 2006 Author Share Posted January 31, 2006 Amoxicillin Link to post Share on other sites
blind_otter Posted January 31, 2006 Share Posted January 31, 2006 I know you don't care about grammar but you won't get many responsed to your posts if they aren't structured well. I'm just sayin. Also, some people use the word f*** more frequently than others. I say f*** all the time. You may feel the word is offensive, but honestly not everyone does. Link to post Share on other sites
Barby Posted January 31, 2006 Share Posted January 31, 2006 I'm confused...do you have an STD as well? Why are you on Amoxicillin? I guess I'm stupid but what does his butt being wet after an erection have to do with an STD? Is that a symptom? Couldn't it just be sweat? Link to post Share on other sites
Author UnderWorld Posted February 1, 2006 Author Share Posted February 1, 2006 (well we havent been having sex)no when he erects its wet he thought it was an std, cuz hes all whens the last time uve had an std test...then a day later he has a cold sore and blames me cuz i just got sick..im thinkin siince cold symptoms (flu-like) can be std im thinking my bf has had relations w/ a guy idk and hes trying to make it seem i have an std or soemthing but then hes saying the whole butt gettin wet thinkin it was an std has gone away???but hear i am sick...and he jokes oh u got syphillis n **** and im like i dont hes like how do u know!! im like wanting to say something but hes a joker neways! but im on amox- cuz i have a cold-virus my moms a fam.nurs.prac so i get her meds w/o seeing a doc! this was the first time cuz i was too sick to go to the damn doc! but im a nurse and i always get tested for stds i did before me and my bf had sex! and im clean! but i went down on him a week(ish) before i got sick ! and stupid me unprotected! idk wat to do im thinkin about having to follow him or check him phone and ive never been one to snoo and im scared!!!! Link to post Share on other sites
J.R Posted February 2, 2006 Share Posted February 2, 2006 he's stupid, he can't even think straight to wear protection dump the stupid boy Link to post Share on other sites
ve77 Posted February 2, 2006 Share Posted February 2, 2006 With your writing and common sense---Lord help us all if this is what constitutes our health system Link to post Share on other sites
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