Apathygrip Posted February 3, 2006 Share Posted February 3, 2006 Hey now! so Im kinda just venting my position in life and maybe someone on here has been in a similar situation and can give advice, insight....anything. Well Im 21yo living with my family, still in a Junior college with a horribly low paying job. I have no car and crappy friends. School has always been a struggle for me, and its no exception now, Im almost through junior college but have roughly 2 quarters left(IF everything goes rite). Then I have to try to get into a college that would except my crappy GPA...lol. I have like no motivation for anything, all I do is go out most nights and get drunk with my friends, and I know I should be doing other things. How do you get yourself out of these holes? I guess it's all in me huh? I'm not really sad about my position cause it could be alot worse but just pissed that I havn't done anything about it....well that about wraps that up....any thoughts> Link to post Share on other sites
phyrespryte Posted February 3, 2006 Share Posted February 3, 2006 Apathy...I know how you feel. I work part time, no benefits, and I still live at home. Just recently I stopped talking to my best friend. And lately I've seen all my h.s. friends either starting careers or getting married. It sucks. I was feeling bummed for awhile then I decided that this is my life and I just need to figure out what I want. You know? I think it's kind of good that you're pissed. Maybe you could take that and use it to help you focus on school and making things better? Or maybe you just need a change of scenery? I know that's totally random, projecting I guess. But I think that's what I really want. To just get out of this state and meet different people who don't know anything about me. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Apathygrip Posted February 3, 2006 Author Share Posted February 3, 2006 Apathy...I know how you feel. I work part time, no benefits, and I still live at home. Just recently I stopped talking to my best friend. And lately I've seen all my h.s. friends either starting careers or getting married. It sucks. I was feeling bummed for awhile then I decided that this is my life and I just need to figure out what I want. You know? I think it's kind of good that you're pissed. Maybe you could take that and use it to help you focus on school and making things better? Or maybe you just need a change of scenery? I know that's totally random, projecting I guess. But I think that's what I really want. To just get out of this state and meet different people who don't know anything about me. God I would love to get outa here, I totally feel ya. Just for awhile even, you know...to clear my head. Its so easy to get caught up in these "little" worlds and forget about what is actually out there *sigh* well at least its some kinda goal. Link to post Share on other sites
phyrespryte Posted February 3, 2006 Share Posted February 3, 2006 Maybe that's what we should both do then. Just go away for a weekend and figure things out? Get a new perspective on things. I think at the end of this quarter I'm going to try to do that. I heard jetblue has pretty cheap prices. $59 one way from florida to nyc. I don't know. For now it's just sort of me making mini goals that I don't really follow through on. I've got this thing with procrastination too. So what are you studying? Is it really hard to get into another school? Link to post Share on other sites
Author Apathygrip Posted February 3, 2006 Author Share Posted February 3, 2006 sounds like a plan, I might save up and get out for a weekend, watch a show or a fight or something. I'm studying Social work/sociology....mainly cause its the most easy major;) Its not really hard to get into the school i want, but my GPA is rite on the line so I cant mess up at all, and Sanfransisco's social department is always impacted so I have to aply like now. Which I will prolly put off. PLus where I live I almost never meet a girl worthwhile, almost all the chicks I end up meeting/dating are either really dumb or really trashy. Like damn, I have dropped my standards so much lately just to be more open to meet an intelligent woman and all I ever meet is not that... Link to post Share on other sites
jen_jen_heartbroken Posted February 3, 2006 Share Posted February 3, 2006 PLus where I live I almost never meet a girl worthwhile, almost all the chicks I end up meeting/dating are either really dumb or really trashy. Like damn, I have dropped my standards so much lately just to be more open to meet an intelligent woman and all I ever meet is not that... Stay out of clubs. All you'll end up with is beer goggles and then wonder the next morning what the hell you were thinking. Start cruising book stores, coffee shops and the library. We brainy chicks are hot and smart. Link to post Share on other sites
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