Can't get over it

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Hi, about three weeks ago I posted the thread "two years for nothing", so if you want more info you can check that out( For some reason it won't let me reply to that).

I know that I said that I would try to forget about my feelings for her but I just haven't been able to do that. I can't even think about seeing other girls right now.

 

I know now just how stupid I was not to have told her how I felt before and I realize just how much that I love her. I haven't really talked to her much since then, although I've only seen her about 3 times since. I saw her today but didn't talk to her, I just had such a hard time seeing her with that guy.

 

I've felt so terrible about this, knowing that if I would have told her that I might be in his position right now. I just can't stop thinking about that. I have thought about saying something to her still, but I just don't know if there is any point, if it will just make things worse.

 

I guess I know that I should just forget about my feelings for her(at least for now) and go out with other girls. But I just can't get her out of my head. I just don't know. If I can't be with her like that then I'd still like to really get to know her better and try to be just good friends for now. Because I really like hanging out with her, but I'm having such a hard time getting those feeling out of the way I don't know how I can do that right now. He won't be there next week some I'm hoping that I'll be able to talk to her easier then.

 

Sorry if this seemed like I was just rambling on but I guess I just needed to talk to somebody about this. If there is any more advice that anyone has I'd really appreciate it.

Thanks.