I fancy my mums cousin !

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my problem is i fancy my mums cousin ! i'm 21 and he's 29.we didnt grow up together and the first time i saw him properly was when i was nearly 18 .he said he couldnt believe it was me and i was beautiful and lads would give anythin to go out with me. and he kept winking at me.

 

i didnt see him again till last year at a party. he was there when i got there and when i came in his sisters boyfriend got hold of him and pointed to me a couple of times and he smiled and we danced to a love song and he was smiling and singing the song to me. and he bought me a drink and said i looked nice and someone asked if i had a boyfriend and i said no and he said you'll get one.he asked if i thought he was gorgeous too and he gave me a long hug when he left.

 

i saw him when i was out afew times and he walked past my table and he was staring and smiling. a couple of times i noticed him and his sisters boyfriend lloking at me then they looked back at each other and smiled.

 

last ime i saw him was on his birthday. we were chatting on our own. he asked if i had a boyfriend and i said no and he said get out your doing something wrong there. i told him about a man who liked me.

 

he asked if i wanted to go back to his for a drink but i couldnt go coz i had work the next day and would have got in trouble if i'd stopped out ( my family can be abit too protective. i still live with my family). when i got home he rang me and said where are you now and are you away from my family and he said i'll meet you tommorrow but i'll have to pick you up somewhere else and not your house coz your family will think we're going out with each other. i said you think they'll think that even though we're related and he said yes. i said even if we were its legal ( which it is for me and him ) and he said i know. he sounded really pleased when he said that. then he said or i'll come and pick you up now if you want! i told him i think he's good looking ( i would have told him i fancied him but didnt have the guts so i tried to hint ) and he said i think your really, really good looking !

 

the thing is the next day i sent him a message asking if he still wanted to meet up but he didnt reply and tried ringing him a few times but he didnt answer. it could have been my fault though coz he told me a time and place to meet him and i couldnt remember where he told me to meet him. i didnt know where it was.

 

i've heard another of my mums cousins is having a party in afew months time for her birthday and i really hope he will go to it. i want to ask him but havent got the guts to ring him.

what do you think about all this ?