Invisible Posted March 10, 2006 Share Posted March 10, 2006 I've been dating this great girl for a short time (10 days) we have been very sweet & sexual to each other and acting like boyfriend and girlfriend. She has made it clear that she is crazy about me (which doesn't happen all the time) She has been putting in the full effort and we have been pretty happy about it... We actually get along fine and turn each other on and are very cozy together. It has been nice to be treated well. We briefly glossed over not having sex with anyone else if we are going to be doing what we do. I do want a girlfriend/ lover/ wife someday (I'm 40ish) I don't think she is the one. I am feeling rather shallow and guilty... I don't think she is quite hot enough and quite my style (to keep it simple) She usually comes over to my place after she gets off work and get's up early to go to school. Tonight was our rescheduled dinner at her place and I cancelled for no particular reason. Nothing was really wrong, But I felt like I was leading her on and know that I am looking for the perfect package for me... I am hesitant to talk to her right now, cuz the truth is I do like her and I don't want to hold her back, lie to her or know her up (she says she can't get pregnant) I kind of feel like s***... she is sweet and the details of the truth are too brutal... + I kind of miss her already... I don't want to get sucked in if I know what I think I know... it won't work out... I would still like to be F buddies, but I don't know if it's fair to her... or me meanwhile I am starving and lonely Link to post Share on other sites
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