Not so sure.

[glovoriak]

I'm wondering if I have lived the right way all my life.I'm not sure I'm living Gods will. I'm not even sure what Gods will for me is,but I know I want to obey and do the right thing. I know you only get one chance at this life so I want to get it right.I guess I should have more faith, but I've done so many things that were sinful I feel I wasted all the chances I had. How can I be sure What His will for me is? Theres times I feel suicidal, like everything Ive ever done Is coming together,And I'm thinking theres no other way out,because I wasted it all.I'm sure the devil wants me to think like this so he CAN win me over.Ive used myself to hurt other people most of my life, and I don't want to do this any more. I just want to be right with God, and live for others, and make them happy!I want to Know what He wants from my life to amend for everything and do good. I'm praying everyday for this.

[Moose]

Sounds to me that The Holy Spirit has been working on you.

I'm wondering if I have lived the right way all my life.I'm not sure I'm living Gods will. I'm not even sure what Gods will for me is,but I know I want to obey and do the right thing.

Listen friend, it's IMPOSSIBLE in this day and age to live your life right. It's impossible to know what, "the right thing", is now and days.

 

Yes, God does have a will for you. But that won't be revealed to you until you open the door to your heart, and allow Him to come in.

I guess I should have more faith, but I've done so many things that were sinful I feel I wasted all the chances I had.

Doubt is Satan's greatest weapon. God can/will make the foulest clean. He will bury your sins from the past, present and future, in the deepest depths of the sea, never to be remembered again.

How can I be sure What His will for me is?

Allow Him to take control of your life. He can't just be your co-pilot. You must let Him take the wheel and full control. It may not happen overnite, or even in the first few years of your NEW life. But you will see things more clearly.

Theres times I feel suicidal, like everything Ive ever done Is coming together,And I'm thinking theres no other way out,because I wasted it all.

Today is the first day of the rest of your life. Take a deep breath, relax, and know that there are a lot of people who care about you and love you for who and what you are. It doesn't matter what you've done in the past.

 

You're invited, and more than welcome to join the biggest family ever to exist.

I just want to be right with God, and live for others, and make them happy!

The only person you need to make happy is God. Don't go into this thinking it's going to make the people in your life happy. That's not the right inspiration. Do your best to please God, and all of the other pieces of your life's puzzle will fit together.

I want to Know what He wants from my life to amend for everything and do good. I'm praying everyday for this.

Accept Christ as your personal Saviour. Live for Him, and do your part to add to His Kingdom.

 

You will have purpose. You will have happiness. You will have eternal security. You will be forgiven.

[lulu2go]

Reading this thread I felt compelled to put in my 2c for what its worth. All I wanted to say is have faith, not fear. Maybe you are scared of doing wrong because you have done some things that weren't so good in the past? I'm sure God doesn't want you to live with this sort of fear. I do know that God loves you, he made you so you couldn't be all that bad could you? Whatever you have done, God has already forgiven you, and he now wants you to forgive yourself.

 

I don't know your situation but however bad it seems to you, its still possible lift your head and hold it high. Be yourself and be confident that God is with you and not against you. God will always be there for you and you will never ever run out of chances with him