The pain is never ending!

[Kim]

My heart feels no happiness. The pain is never ending. All i want to do is sleep to stop the memories. My body aches at night. I get so mad at myself that i am afraid of my feelings. He did something to me i never thought he would do. He took something from me that i never can get back. I feel like i am nothing. He makes me so sick to my stomach. I beg him to leave my heart. I beg him to leave this state. I beg him to leave this town. But no matter what i want i know i will never get. And no matter what happens I know he isn't the one. But will the Lord give me another chance to love? Or will this sadness live in me forever?

[Mona]

Hello Kim,

 

Don't worry hon, what you're feeling is normal...The pain feels very real, but in time it will diminish...Don't run back into the past and don't look back...Good things will happen to you and you will find what makes you happy...We all feel that way at one point or another, and you are very strong and you can get through this...

 

If you need me to talk to e-mail me,

 

Luv

 

Mona

My heart feels no happiness. The pain is never ending. All i want to do is sleep to stop the memories. My body aches at night. I get so mad at myself that i am afraid of my feelings. He did something to me i never thought he would do. He took something from me that i never can get back. I feel like i am nothing. He makes me so sick to my stomach. I beg him to leave my heart. I beg him to leave this state. I beg him to leave this town. But no matter what i want i know i will never get. And no matter what happens I know he isn't the one. But will the Lord give me another chance to love? Or will this sadness live in me forever?