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[Lostinlove61289]

To everyone reading this im only 17 but I found the girl of my dreams but she lives across the states. I fell in love with her and her with me. I flew out there to be with her. yea i know your wondering why do that when I'm so young? I don't think like a teenager or anyone around my age everyone considers me an adult. But back to the story. I flew out there just to be with her and every second I was with her and held her in my arms I thought i was in heaven. Then the dream went away and reality came back in of me going back to my home. I thought things were fine i talked to her parents about her coming out here for christmas which was only a month away and they were going to say yes. But one day because of some stupid myspace message someone said a lie about me saying I didn't love her and I hated her...which is weird cause i just flew 2600 miles to be with her and willing to bring her out here for christmas. I tried to make things better but she hated me and never wanted to talk to me. that day I went into a depression and didnt eat for a week. That whole time i was just thinking of how to fix things. That day i made a goal. To never give up on her. for the next 4 months i went through basically hell trying to show her that I loved her and trying to get her attention even when everyone was against me and said that i would never get anywheres. I kept thinking baby steps just take baby steps. Well about a month ago I finally got her attention and i finally was able to talk to her. The thing is I was trying so hard to get her attention. Now that I did I am really having a hard time thinking of what to do. Next year I'm moving out there for college and while out there I will keep trying to prove to her that i love her but i dont know what to do now. I need help and i will do anything to be with her even if i must sacrifice everything...I love her please someone help me