Libertymarch Posted April 24, 2006 Share Posted April 24, 2006 I am just wondering if there are people here and out there that feel the way I do. Being the private man that I am, this would be the first time that i've put anything like this in the open. Ocassionaly in my world love finds me, i suppose it is due to my charismatic nature, but women find me, some fall in love with me. I also have a sense of honor, and I simply cant lie, and say that I do have feelings of love for others, but I do not. In my heart I feel nothing, and I hate it. My entire life I spent it alone, and isolated, I willed those feelings of caring for others away. While I feel compassion, and care for my friends, I dont understand, and how how to feel love. In the end with every relationship i have ever had, I end up leaving the girl, most of them I have even tried to talk about it and explain who I am, but feelings cloud the mind, and people never see that. When shes upset she sees me as this terrible person. I have been alone so much of my life I dont know what love feels like, so in the end I always end up alone, im surrounded by people, I can make them laugh, have many friends. But I always wake up alone. I was just wondering if there are other people out there that feel like i do. Silas L [email protected] Link to post Share on other sites
Ladywithafan Posted April 25, 2006 Share Posted April 25, 2006 Maybe the girl that you're with doesn't want to hear about your love for every other girl as well...we women want to feel that the love our men feel for us, their wives, girlfriends and/or partners is sacred & given to us alone...we don't expect men not to love their children that aren't ours, their parents, their families...but when you start with "I can not tell a lie...I have love for others...thing...well, maybe you might want to look into polygamy...women into that might be more suitable to your views and outlooks...they don't mind sharing the love. Link to post Share on other sites
luvtoto Posted April 25, 2006 Share Posted April 25, 2006 I am just wondering if there are people here and out there that feel the way I do. Being the private man that I am, this would be the first time that i've put anything like this in the open. Ocassionaly in my world love finds me, i suppose it is due to my charismatic nature, but women find me, some fall in love with me. I also have a sense of honor, and I simply cant lie, and say that I do have feelings of love for others, but I do not. In my heart I feel nothing, and I hate it. My entire life I spent it alone, and isolated, I willed those feelings of caring for others away. While I feel compassion, and care for my friends, I dont understand, and how how to feel love. In the end with every relationship i have ever had, I end up leaving the girl, most of them I have even tried to talk about it and explain who I am, but feelings cloud the mind, and people never see that. When shes upset she sees me as this terrible person. I have been alone so much of my life I dont know what love feels like, so in the end I always end up alone, im surrounded by people, I can make them laugh, have many friends. But I always wake up alone. I was just wondering if there are other people out there that feel like i do. Silas L [email protected] Wow, Liberty. You need to give yourself a break. You are not some freak of nature. Maybe if you start by loving yourself and accepting these faults that you have, that you will be able to reach out to other people in a loving way. Quit being your own worst enemy. Try loving yourself first, the rest will fall into place. Link to post Share on other sites
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