mysticflea Posted April 27, 2006 Share Posted April 27, 2006 I,m going to try to keep updating my travels through my divorce. If you have not read my first post then it will be difficult to relate to my situation, it is about 6 posts under this one! So today I had a good conversation with her, Still she is set in her mind about the seperation but we laughed about something together for the first time in I dont know how long. The trouble is, it got me started on thinking of her moving on with someone else. All the thoughts have been racing through my head all day, Will the kids call him Dad?, Will she date someone I know, Will I see her in our local haunts, everything. It has kind of set me back a little. Not that I was really getting anywhere but ...hey! I am clinging on to her..I know this. In thge back of mind I am thinking If I can change my ways and show her then she will come back. I am kidding myself. I keep thinking about how I will never meet anyone like her. I have found myself looking at women whilst I am out and thinking no Not her, No not her either, No It couldnt be the same. These feelings I hope will become a memory and I can learn from them. I have my kids here today and that helps. I just miss her so damn much. It has been 12 days since she left! She said she will call tonight once the kids are asleep , I,m sure i,ll be back to square one after that. Unhappy dad! Link to post Share on other sites
tikigods Posted April 28, 2006 Share Posted April 28, 2006 take each day a step at a time. Thats my biggest advice good luck to you! Link to post Share on other sites
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