men????

[AngelicQT101]

Hi my name is yanet. I had been in a three year relationship with my baby's dad until i broke up with him because we were arguing too much.But in any case i met someone else. At first he was soo nice and i really liked him but then throughout the relationship he got farther and farther away from me. so we broke up for a little while. About a month later he comes to me saying he wants to be with me so i give him another chance. We were doing good, we even came out with the three big word "i love you". He had even made plans with me to get a place together and everything.But it got more complicated because even though he told me that he loved me we always arguid because he always put me last. He had so many other things going on in his life with friends, work exc. He actually stood me up several times. Sometimes he wouldn't even call me for days and said he was busy.He doesn't own a phone so i can't call him and he also uses that as an excuse as to why he does not call me. But i stayed with him because i really did love him and thought everything would work out. Until recently all of a sudden he went out one night with his friends and ended up cheating on me.He called me and told me he made out with a girl. I broke up with him but now he wants to get back togetherwith me. It's hard because i care about him so much but he's never really made me feel special or like i'm his #1 you know. So i don't know what to do should i leave him or try to understand that's the way he is,not lovy duvy.????Is he really sorry about cheating or just lying to me?