I don't know

[pinokano]

So Idated this girl for about a year. We had a weird relationship. In the beginning I felt like a million dollars. She would always surprise me with little gifts and things. She really made me feel important. Later on I started to feel like she just kept me around because she couldn't find anyone else (Not sure if that's ture but it felt like it to me) I go out of the country for a couple of years, so of course we break up so we can date seprate people, but upon my return, she seemed very intrested again and I presued it a little, but quickly gave up due to past pains. I really miss having her in my life, but I am worried about her hurting me again. What do I do?