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ALRIGHT THIS IS THE DEAL.......Last year (2005).....me and my boyfriend of 6 months broke up...he was cheating....I was away in college and he wasn;t, so for most of it I can c y he needed someone but at the same time it was all bs!!!....okay a couple weeks before the official breakup it seemed as if we had already fallen apart......so I say we had already broken up. So 2 days before Thanksgiving I found out I was pregnant......I finally told him ON Thanksgiving....but we never did click back or hook back up....so here is the real problem......it is now May and he has been in a new relationship for 3 months now.(yep this is my baby's daddy we talking about).......we see eachother riding by on the streets but as far as talking we do it like once a month...I know he will be there for the child but its just tht wheneva we do talk he always mentions how he's sorry and want to get back with me but he feels he wouldnt be able to trust me because he done what he did and he feels I would do the same just to get back at him.....so my question to whoever can help me is this...why does he always mentions that he's sorry everytime we get together to talk or whateva?....I mean Hell YEAH I'm still crazy about him and I know he'll do anything for me, but why if he wants me back so bad, y is he still with her?..he has said she a cool person but he not really feeling her like that....always coming to me with that////he also saying that if I hook up with anybody else it'll hurt him.....y would it hurt him, when he knows it could be US together and not him and her.?! thats y I'm so confused.....if he wanted me so bad....and tells me this everytime we together...y is he with us

)))))))(((((((another thing is I know I tried to act stubborn with him...after all his apologizing..and wantiing me back...i tried to act as if i didnt want to hear it...could that be a reason we're not together also...and I want to make it right for the sake of our child......what could i do......try to get back with him or let time tell what I should do.................

 

thank u n advance

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