Why Me?

[Stressed]

First of all I just want to thank the individuals who replied to my last posting of "Why is it so hard to let go."

 

It made me realize that "Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what your getting next!" Right now I'm in a lot of emotional pain! I feel so empty and lonely knowing that the person I love is no longer there. I think of her all the time. I wonder if she's thinking about me? After our so called break-up it's hard for me to talk to her. She's always happy and upbeat but for me I'm always sad and crying. How can she be so strong and hide her feeling so well. It's like she doesn't have any for me and the relationship we had! She tells me she loves me and still has fellings but is confused and doesn't want to get back together yet I assume! Why me!!! I never treated her bad and I was always there when she needed me most. I would never hesitate if she called me 2:00 in the moring and ask me to come over her house because she was sick! I can't fathom the fact that she changed so much. Her attitude especially!!! I miss the playful person I fell in love with

 

3 years ago. Like I said in my last posting, I think it's time to tell her I letting her go so I could heal. If she really loves me like she says, she will be back. If not, I guess we were never meant to be! What do you think????? I need some help!!!