Guest Posted May 24, 2006 Share Posted May 24, 2006 I have been married since Dec 2005. (We've known each other since 2003). I noticed that our cable was $382 one month, I called the cable company to find out why and they said their have been dirty movies ordered 4-5 times a wk. I got the cable cut completely off then I confronted my husband about it, he came up with more excuses then I ever did when I didn't want to take a test at school. He loved me blah, blah, blah. I let it go, we continued to have sex 1 a wk if I was lucky then I started noticing we didn't even have sex that often anymore. Come to find out he had been watching movies that his married friends had been giving him. He was jacking off to them repeatedly, while our 3 yr old daughter was home and I was at work. I became out raged b/c as a child I've been molested and raped by 3 different men, all by the age of 8. I felt unsafe leaving my child alone with him at home. I took her to my mothers to stay so that we could fix our issues and marriage. I broke all the movies, dvd's, tore the magazines, etc. He swore he would ever do it again, he didn't realize it would cause so many problems and that he loved, me. He promised to never do it again, and the lists goes on. I said fine, you have another chance to prove yourself to me that you are still the same man that I fell in love with 3 years ago. He said fine I swear on my grandma's life (She died of diabeties and alcoholism and she raised him) I said fine. Tried to forget about it and move on. Then 3 wks ago I was on the internet to finish my mid-term exam and I got an IM from this girl last name, Eugene- she's military, saying when are we going to finish our sex session from 2 days ago. I replied saying that I was his wife, we had a child and I would appreciate it if she didn't write him anymore. She went on to cuss me out and say they were in love for about a year now and he never mentioned a wife nor child. I became outraged and started drinking again (My way of solving this problem that we've been having). Continued to look on our history page on the internet just to find 7 guy on guy porns that he'd been viewing as well as posting pictures and commenrs to the guys. Due to my college being online I can't have my internet shut off so I put a parental password on it, but he overrided it. I had to put a computer password so that in order to turn on the computer at all you have to put in a password and that has just created another arguement. What do I do, SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!! I'm at the end of my rope and wanted to kill myself yesterday b/c I can't take the lying, the pain and cheating. Yet I realized that I had a beautiful 3 yr old child to think of so I couldn't. HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!! Link to post Share on other sites
portableversion Posted May 24, 2006 Share Posted May 24, 2006 is what your husband is. He burnt himself out of hetero porn, so now he moves to the gay stuff but still talks to other women online. Eventually, he'll move on to the real twisted stuff involving animals and children just to get the same 'high' Lose him. He's damaged goods Link to post Share on other sites
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