I've gained weight and he doesnt find me attractive anymore...

[menchi]

Recently, I found in the history a list of videos from youtube that were sexual or at least included "hot" girls. When I asked him about it, he said he did not masturbate to these but to the memories of the porn he has had before. And then when I asked why he was doing this, he said it was because I gained weight. (I have gained approx. 45 pounds since him and i got back together after being broken up for half a year in September.) I am not sure what to do with this. More recently he has said he just wants me to be healthy but I do not wanna lose weight just so he will be attracted to me. He says he still loves me but why would you lie to someone if you love them? He had always kept telling me that even though I had gained weight he was attracted to me. I am curious to hear the thoughts and suggestions of the people here. (sorry if this isn't the right place for this question but I am new to this site)

[Outcast]

but I do not wanna lose weight just so he will be attracted to me

 

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