Lost4Words Posted November 21, 2001 Share Posted November 21, 2001 Just want to say thank-you to all the individuals who answered my last posting. It has made think "Will it really get her back if I send her this card?" I think not! It's a tough swallow because this is my first serious relationship. I've had others but they were not as strong or meaningful as this one (I'm not a player). I have never felt so lonely and hurt this much in my life!! I've tried to go out more often with my friends but that doesn't work! I've been spending extra time at my Aikido dojo just to relieve the stress and strain and that's not working also! I'm not sure if I'll get out of my hole! If only I was like the tin man in the "Wizard of Oz," and be able to change my heart! But that I guess will only be a physical change not mentally! Basically coping with all that has happened has taken a toll on me. What's even more hurtful is that she's all cool about everything. It's like our relationship was nothing to her! Is it really true with the saying "What goes around, comes around!" Well have to go so thanks once again to all who respond! Link to post Share on other sites
Ed Posted November 21, 2001 Share Posted November 21, 2001 And the drama continues...It's OK. Most of us have been there before. It's not the end of your life or the last love you will have. It is merely an experience to add to your knowledge. Take it and learn from it. Use it to improve yourself. To be more aware of the world as it really is. You will discover as time goes by that people come and people go. No one owes you anything. It's nothing to be bitter about. It's just the way it is. You learn to take care of yourself instead of relying on others to do so. That doesn't mean you won't love or can't love. It just means you learn how to love, both yourself and others, in a more balanced, realistic, mature and matter-of-fact way. O Sensei. Do you hear me? Link to post Share on other sites
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