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So selfish of me?


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reinachris

i just got married with my chatmate for 2 months now but sad to say he is back on his place. we are so far from each other im from the philippines and he is from Seattle.

 

we chatted for 6 months after that he visited me here and stayed with me for about 4months. now he is back in the states.

 

he is such a good guy, shy type of person. like u can say u can really trust him.

 

my point is...

 

i get jealous with everything if he goes out or what so ever that im not included... like i want to know everything and i want to be included with everything he do... something like that

 

i want him to go out so that he wont be bored when we are away from each other but ill be sad if he will leave me coz like waiting for him... like im always available for him. always there for him, waiting for him and everything.

 

i just gt sad, mix emotion if he will go out, do something and what so ever... but i do want him to be happy but i just feel sad about it really... like im so selfish ? is that right?

 

i need advice.. i hope u guys get what i mean... :( help!!! :(:lmao:

 

i miss him and i want to be with him so bad... like ill be happy that im always or know what he is doing u know... like ill be happy seeing him talking with hs friends in the house as long as i know where he is...

 

its k with me to watch him on the cam knowing where he is even if he is buzy playing games with his friends.

 

whats wrong with me help

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It might help if you got out more. Made some new friends, went out to eat, shopping, to the movies, or maybe take up a hobby that is some interest to you, to keep your mind busy when hes not with you. Sounds like you have to much time on your hands right now, and you think about him and being with him, and what he is doing all the time.

 

 

 

Jade

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destination_unknown

Are you planning on being married and living thousands of miles from each other or are one of you going to relocate permanently?

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