Liliana's Posted July 22, 2006 Share Posted July 22, 2006 My husband has "cheating" some how since the begining of our marriage. He used to writing to his ex and telling her how much does he love her etc, then he stop that. He watch porn (I watched with him just to make him feel how open I was). Then I got pregnant and b/cwe coulnd't do it he ask me if or we can watch porn and helping him to release.. Eventhought I hate it, I just wanna that he does that than go and get some woman outside. Then we talk and we told each other no more porno. Then I found that he was over the internet and he denied, then he accept he promises me again! he wouldnt do it. Everything was fine untile again I find that he was watching porno.. he say I am sorry.. and that's it! ..Has the nerve to tell me let it go... He makes me feel like the worst of this earth, that I am ugly. That I can not even be good on bed. And ask for the nerve to dont be mean or upset with him.. and after all what the hell he cares.. While I dont trust on him.. he makes me feel that I am the bad, b/c I am juge him so hard.. I dont what to do.. His stuped solution is to take away the pc, but if he dosent have a pc after this what can I expect?.. that he will look for a woman just to releasehim self? I can not trust on him.. I thought to leave him... at least he will learn... Link to post Share on other sites
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