Ariadne Posted August 19, 2006 Share Posted August 19, 2006 Hey, So how was your night Ariadne? Well, it was ok I'd say. I got kicked out like at 7:30am though because he had some appt. (actually he told me to stay in the house ) but I left with him. How was your night, did you go to the ex's or just worked? Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted August 19, 2006 Share Posted August 19, 2006 Hey, And yes, I really did think he and I had great potential. Too bad he was unable to let go and feel the same. His loss. He'll never have it so good again :-) Yeah, it's a shame Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
Author Mollyanna Posted August 20, 2006 Author Share Posted August 20, 2006 ummm ladies, i hooked up with D last night... Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted August 20, 2006 Share Posted August 20, 2006 Alright!!! (Ohhh, I'm jealous...) How was it!? Make up sex? Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
AriaIncognito Posted August 20, 2006 Share Posted August 20, 2006 ummm ladies, i hooked up with D last night... You best me IMing me....lol Link to post Share on other sites
Author Mollyanna Posted August 20, 2006 Author Share Posted August 20, 2006 Alright!!! (Ohhh, I'm jealous...) How was it!? Make up sex? Ariadne ummm it was awesome. we aren't back together though. still in the same spot we were, waiting on him to get his head straight and his finances and career in order. He said to me again tonight, "I can't afford to fall in love right now. I feel something for you but I won't let it go past that. I don't have time for it. A few years down the road, I might be ready, but it is All or Nothing with me and I can't go all-in and get married to anyone with my problems the way they are." Well heck I never knew marriage was on the table. Why must he think so much? He is all concerned now that I am going to regret last night and stop being around him. Why can't he just let me worry about how I feel? And then at the end of the call, he said we could talk more about this later but that he had a wonderful time with me last night and today. ugh! i met a really great guy last night before I went to D's. gave him my phone #. I am interested, but still sit here and think, "he just isn't D" It is so frustrating to me that D and I could really be great together if he would just LET IT HAPPEN. and now what do I do? I care too much about him to walk out of his life now. But being just friends will prove impossible too I think. We are highly attracted to each other. My friend said last night that he and I were so focused on each other all night - it was as if there was no one else in the room. Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted August 21, 2006 Share Posted August 21, 2006 Hey, ummm it was awesome. Congrats "I can't afford to fall in love right now. I feel something for you but I won't let it go past that. I don't have time for it. A few years down the road, I might be ready What the heck is that supposed to mean? but it is All or Nothing with me and I can't go all-in and get married to anyone with my problems the way they are." Yeah, Denver guy too said that. That gets in deep when he gets emotionally involved, and is all for him too, so he has to be careful to give his emotions away. Well heck I never knew marriage was on the table. Why must he think so much? I know, gf would be nice. It is so frustrating to me that D and I could really be great together if he would just LET IT HAPPEN. Yeah, I know. Me too. and now what do I do? Yeah, what a pain now. Dunno. Just have fun I guess... My friend said last night that he and I were so focused on each other all night - it was as if there was no one else in the room. Good luck there....... Well, spent the day with the fwb (the suffocated), had a good time. We even went to Santa Monica today to some shopping area. Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
Author Mollyanna Posted August 21, 2006 Author Share Posted August 21, 2006 i can't be FWB with a guy I love again. Remember I did that with the last ex. That turned out to be disastrous. Hey sounds like you aren't just a FWB, sounds like you are dating... Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted August 21, 2006 Share Posted August 21, 2006 Hey, i can't be FWB with a guy I love again. Remember I did that with the last ex. That turned out to be disastrous. Yeah, but if you don't see D you are drunk in the sand. Remeber how you get etc. Hey sounds like you aren't just a FWB, sounds like you are dating... Yeah, he is nice to me, and he gives me presents too. Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
Author Mollyanna Posted August 21, 2006 Author Share Posted August 21, 2006 ahhh i want presents! yeah D told me that I don't have to call him every time we go out. He said, it is OK sometimes but not EVERY time. But he doesn't regret me calling last night. Boy did I lay it on him. rofl Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted August 21, 2006 Share Posted August 21, 2006 Boy did I lay it on him. rofl Go Mollyanna! hehe.. (Told you three is a charm) Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
Author Mollyanna Posted August 21, 2006 Author Share Posted August 21, 2006 hey that's right! you did. hey he is the one who told me to go sleep in his bed. i can't help it if i can't lay next to a sexy man I love and not want to love on him Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted August 21, 2006 Share Posted August 21, 2006 Hey, i can't help it if i can't lay next to a sexy man I love and not want to love on him Yep. A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do. (The friend is going to be pissed). Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
Teacher's Pet Posted August 21, 2006 Share Posted August 21, 2006 I wish someone would lay something on me! Wait... I totally retract that statement, based on the possible responses. So if you MUST respond, I'll save you the trouble.. 1. Anything but DOODY! Well, there is no #2....get it? hahaha -tp Link to post Share on other sites
Author Mollyanna Posted August 21, 2006 Author Share Posted August 21, 2006 TP, you and Jen got me all worked up the other night talking about sex. So I blame this on you! lol Link to post Share on other sites
Author Mollyanna Posted August 21, 2006 Author Share Posted August 21, 2006 Hey, i can't help it if i can't lay next to a sexy man I love and not want to love on him Yep. A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do. (The friend is going to be pissed). Ariadne funny you said that. she seemed a little weird about it, to tell you the truth. She always tries to make it sound like that is all he wants me for. He said she can't handle it because he isn't making the moves on her. She is used to all the guys slobbering after her. Link to post Share on other sites
Teacher's Pet Posted August 21, 2006 Share Posted August 21, 2006 Well, my dear... We are both on Yahoo right now....... Care for a rematch? LOL -tp Link to post Share on other sites
AriaIncognito Posted August 21, 2006 Share Posted August 21, 2006 TP, you and Jen got me all worked up the other night talking about sex. So I blame this on you! lol That's me, always workin' people up talkin about sex LOL Wish i got me some lovin' this weekend. Damn! LOL Jennifer Link to post Share on other sites
Author Mollyanna Posted August 21, 2006 Author Share Posted August 21, 2006 Ariadne, I don't think the friend wants D, except maybe just for the attention, but part of me thinks D still hung up on her... He gets way too angry about the things she does. Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted August 21, 2006 Share Posted August 21, 2006 Morning, I don't think the friend wants D, except maybe just for the attention, but part of me thinks D still hung up on her... He gets way too angry about the things she does. Hmm... Let's see, who is smarter, D or the brother? And who's cuter, cooler, etc, D or the brother? There's your answer. If it's D she's just settling for less. And yeah, it was a physical thing at first (when it was weird) but it became an emotional thing for her later on when she got close to him (and not weird anymore) but now he doesn't want her that way (my guess). And yeah, guys are all possessive that way. My ex husb got furious when I went to Denver to deliver the rose like you say, he said I'm crazy and what not. Guys are like that, when they care for you they want to protect you. Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted August 21, 2006 Share Posted August 21, 2006 Hey, And I think that's good what you are doing, to be friends with her and not be "mad" about it. I'm just saying be careful... you know, about her good intentions and don't call him, don't talk to him, don't see him, go out with other guys, lets party, etc etc... (while she hangs at his house). But being friends is the way to go (I think) as long as you don't fall for crap, Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
Author Mollyanna Posted August 21, 2006 Author Share Posted August 21, 2006 Hey, And I think that's good what you are doing, to be friends with her and not be "mad" about it. I'm just saying be careful... you know, about her good intentions and don't call him, don't talk to him, don't see him, go out with other guys, lets party, etc etc... (while she hangs at his house). But being friends is the way to go (I think) as long as you don't fall for crap, Ariadne Well I don't think she is a bad person. I just think she is used to getting all the attention and maybe doesn't like sharing it. She is even doing the same thing with me, tries to get my attention away from him too. As for who is smarter, cuter, cooler, well of course I will say D. the brother is cool sometimes, but he also has a bad temper and is very jealous and has a foul mouth. But I think she likes that. I don't know what I am going to do about D. I laid in bed for 2 hours this morning just trying to sort it out. Sometimes I think it might boil down to how bad do I really want him. I can stick around and be his friend or his FWB or we could just date again. I can hope that will lead to something else because he does act like if he got his **** together, we could be together. But, what if I am waiting around for nothing? What if he never gets it together? Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted August 21, 2006 Share Posted August 21, 2006 Hi, he also has a bad temper and is very jealous and has a foul mouth. But I think she likes that. Well, it may turn out to be a big happy family after all. I don't know what I am going to do about D. I laid in bed for 2 hours this morning just trying to sort it out. Sometimes I think it might boil down to how bad do I really want him. Yeah, I think so. It's easy to make decisions like, I'm not going to see him again, when you are on a high (like now). But then when you don't see him and get all desperate, I know that I'd do anything to have him again. But, what if I am waiting around for nothing? There's a good chance for that... And given your past relationships etc, not good. What if he never gets it together? He can say anything for that matter. But, what can you do, Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
Author Mollyanna Posted August 21, 2006 Author Share Posted August 21, 2006 I took a nap and had this horrible dream that D slept with my best friend. There was a whole lot of other stuff in the dream related to me getting drugged and someone stealing my car and me riding on the Boston Bay Bridge on a motorcycle that wouldn't go fast enough to get up the hill. It was really screwed up. At the end of the dream I am screaming at the top of my lungs at D for what he has done to me. I have never yelled at anyone like that. I was so upset when I woke up that I was crying. I called D and told him about it and I was even about half mad at him still. He laughed a little but then said he had to go, that he is working on his bike, and for me to have a good day at work tomorrow. Wow, just like that, he blew me off again. Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted August 22, 2006 Share Posted August 22, 2006 Hey, Wow, just like that, he blew me off again. Well, he's kind of a pain. But we know that already. Sigh, and the fwb just called to ask me over his house tonight. See what I mean? The whole suffocated thing was the excuse to go to Sacramento I think. He even called me from there because he missed me, he said. I told him ok, what else can I do, actually, he is the highlight of my day Ariadne __________________ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ Link to post Share on other sites
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