irish army racer Posted August 19, 2006 Share Posted August 19, 2006 you hear it all the time, but here it goes again. im new at this, and for once im stepping outside the box and welcome any ideas, splurrges, or random thoughts from anyone. i dont want to get to long winded, so ill start with the end. i ended everything today. said there was no chance of a relationship right now. the reason?? the same as half of the people writing on here, he cheated, he lied...and i knew it all along. i never convinced myself he was eing faithful or telling the truth, i pulled a shade over my eyes as long as he said and showed he loved me. there were never flowers, or presents, or full apologies....i gave everything i could reguardless. so, now im sitting here knowing that i might not ever do any better but i wont ever do any worse. after so long in love you learn...kisses arent contracts and poetic words arent promises. holding my hand cant chain my soul....but dear lord i love him to the stars. and i just want to be free..... so on that note...any advice is welcomed... lolo Link to post Share on other sites
irisharmyracer Posted August 19, 2006 Share Posted August 19, 2006 in the rush of the moment and thrill of getting this off my chest i forgot to mention the difficult part. we are both in the Army togeather, we work togeather, we live in the same military barracks....and hes coming home from airborne tomorrow. i was so confident that i was over the past and over our relationship after spending a month or so training in washington. now i return to find old feelings resurfacing, im questioning my ability to move on...im not as confident that this is really the end. after 8 months he finally told me the truth about the other women (plurl), the lies, and the manipulating things that went on. some of it i knew was true, other info blindsighted me like a punch in the face. i said something in my last rant that i keep repeating....i know that i may never do better then him, but i could never do any worse. anyone with similar thoughts? provoking opinions? or just flat out advice....throw me a bone...(dr. evil mimic) and if not, thnx for takin the time to indulge another random post. Link to post Share on other sites
thecount Posted August 19, 2006 Share Posted August 19, 2006 Irish--you said you may never do better then him. Are you kidding me? He cheated on you, how can you ever trust him again? If he goes out with the guys. Are you going to be trusting of him? when you're at work, are you going to trust him? The answer is NO! I know you love him, and it's going to hurt, but you have to think of yourself and your futuer with a cheater. You deserve someone who's going to treat you the way you want to be treated. with reptect, and any man that's willing to give you that. Is the better man. Link to post Share on other sites
Recommended Posts