What can i do?

[Flappypenguin]

I went out with my boyfriend for almost 2 years and everything was incredibly natural from the start. We just fell in love and we had amazingly great and tough times. He stuck through thick and thin with me. I was so in love with him i decided to tell my family and then it went horrible from then. My parents forbid me to see him because he was white and i was Oriental. I carried on seeing him behind my family's back and we were still in love, very much. I was just starting a teaching course and it was really tough. I had little time for him and when we did spend time together it wasn't very nice. I was stressed and he tried to make things better but it was hard. And then he started to get paranoid about me and my college friends because i would spend time with them and i couldn't spend more time with him than he wanted. He was serious about me enough to want to marry me. He said he would wait until i finished my studies. Then one day i decided to split up with him because on top of all my stress of being with him behind my family's back i just coulnd't deal with making him happy. I couldn't do it at the time and i was upset that i wasn't making him happy and causing him so much pain. It is now 7 months since we split up. We kept in touch here and there to let him know how i was and once i finished my course i started to feel things i should've felt when i split up with him. Because i had so much to think about when i was on my course i hadn't had time to really let the fact that we weren't together sink in. I have been miserable for a couple of months now. i know i made a huge mistake. A couple of months ago i was on the phone to him because i was feeling really low and wanted him back. He said he coulnd't deal with me doing that and he was moving on. He was too upset to talk to me from breaking up with me still then. We were supposed to spend the rest of our lives together and i ruined that. I want him back now, but he's just started seeing some girl. He says he still cares for me and i know he does, wants to know how things are with me in life even if he is seeing someone although he says he can't be around for me like he used to. I know he has feelings for me but he says he cannot act on those feelings because it's not right - because he is with someone else now. I don't know what to do. He was my soul- mate and we were so much in love. When i broke up with him i told him that i needed to grow up a bit more and live life a bit more before i settle down - I Want to do those things with him. I want him to be part of my life and i don't know what to do. How can i get my ex to start loving me again. I know it's not fair on his new lady. But they haven't been together long enough and i know deep inside of him there is still a part of him that wants to be with me. Can anyone advise me on what to do? I am prepared to do anything that's right for us. I don't want to get over him. He's the guy i want to grow old with...I made my mistake and i never want to make the same mistake again...