acidrein_08 Posted September 4, 2006 Share Posted September 4, 2006 I don't know if any of you remember from the past but here's my story. I dated this girl for a year and 1/2 when we broke up..it killed me and I was constantly depressed. We would be friends off and on and sometimes even act like we were b/f g/f until early this year. We started going back out and I never looked back...I forgot all about those days where I was sick and depressed and enjoyed all the time I got to spend with her over the summer. We had a perfect relationship, we trusted each other and loved each other completely, we practically lived together all summer. But last Thursday we got into a little arguement and I got mad and then she broke up with me, i tried calling her back like 20 times and then was so mad she was ignoring me just gave up. The next day I got on facebook.com and cancelled our relationship, then made plans. She called that evening but I ignored it. I went to a midnight madness game and gave this girl my armband to wear (something I had done to my girlfriend a lot). Well the next night she called and she was balling her eyes out saying she had sat all night at home friday crying and looking at our pics. She said she heard what I did and I told her lets meet, which only ended up in her crying even more when I told her to her face what I did. I didn't get anywhere with her that night and never cried, it was like I thought i had her. But the next day I went over and we talked for awhile, and I thought we would easily work things out and go back out, but a few hours after chillin in her room and I said do you want to go back out she said she didn't know, which later turned into a no. From then on i've been sick to my stomach, can't eat, can't think of my life without her, I mean we practically were together almost 3 years and everything i've done has been with her. She left today back to college and she said she knew how I felt and how she felt but she thought there was a reason we broke up, she said that friday she told some of her friends we had broke up but they all knew we were getting back together, until I cancelled our relationship...so she said she didn't want to cry and wanted to go, which I let her. It is just killing me I wish i would have anwered her call friday, never given that girl my armband and never cancelled our relationship...i love that girl with all I got and I feel like i've totally lost her. Link to post Share on other sites
BatteredByLove Posted September 5, 2006 Share Posted September 5, 2006 It is just killing me I wish i would have anwered her call friday, never given that girl my armband and never cancelled our relationship...i love that girl with all I got and I feel like i've totally lost her. If you love her... why did you do the things that you do? Link to post Share on other sites
Author acidrein_08 Posted September 5, 2006 Author Share Posted September 5, 2006 She had hurt me by breaking up with me and ignoring me Thursday, I was mad. It's not like I got together with another girl, kissed, hugged, or ****ed. I told my ex it meant nothing and apoligized. And I didn't answer her call friday becuase I wanted her to know how it felt Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Posted September 6, 2006 Share Posted September 6, 2006 if you love someone, why do you want them to suffer? I mean why do YOU want her to feel the pain that you went through, knowing that it was unbearable. If you love her, shouldn't you be the one that puts a smile on her face, not tears down her eyes? Don't use the word love so easily.... -BBL Link to post Share on other sites
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