aspenrange Posted September 25, 2006 Share Posted September 25, 2006 so i could no longer wait for the call...i was stressing and not sleeping...wondering if he really would call in three weeks. I decided after a week and a half if he really wanted to talk to me he WOULD answer that call. i called no answer. And that was my answer. SEE YOU LATER! So i took a deep breath and i wrote him this text...to give myself closure...not expecting a reply......"I thought i'd try again. Can't blame a girl for being hopeful...that the guy she let violate her body for the last few months might actually like her. You're a lucky guy for getting so close to my heart. It hurts but I had fun. PLEASE be careful with the next one that comes along. Girls are not toys. I really hope the best for you." And now i feel a huge weight lifted. I said what i had to say. I know it's over...and maybe i shouldn't have given him the satisfaction...and that message may not even make him flinch. Maybe he'll think im histerical...but I FEEL BETTER! Link to post Share on other sites
magichands Posted September 25, 2006 Share Posted September 25, 2006 ...that the guy she let violate her body for the last few months might actually like her. I suggest you begin to like yourself more. This is dark! Now come on - get a grip. Maybe have a good think about the sort of person that deserves your heart. I don't think there is any need to make compromises. Link to post Share on other sites
Zaira Posted September 25, 2006 Share Posted September 25, 2006 He violated your body? Strange way of putting it if you wanted sexual relations with him. Remember, sleeping with someone won't make them love you. I'm glad you feel better though, and hopefuly you can move on. Link to post Share on other sites
magichands Posted September 25, 2006 Share Posted September 25, 2006 Remember, sleeping with someone won't make them love you. But it's worth a try. Link to post Share on other sites
Zaira Posted September 25, 2006 Share Posted September 25, 2006 But it's worth a try. Only if you're prepared to be hurt. Sex ALONE will NOT make someone love you. Link to post Share on other sites
magichands Posted September 25, 2006 Share Posted September 25, 2006 Sex ALONE will NOT make someone love you. Calm down - that was a joke. I think sex is the expression of love...when I "do it" it is, anyway. Link to post Share on other sites
Author aspenrange Posted September 25, 2006 Author Share Posted September 25, 2006 ya i guess i was a little angry...i only felt violated after the way he treated me just to push me away...at first i was only in it for the sex...then of course developed feelings...not sex to be loved...but, i was honest every step of the way...and he was ok with it until he discovered that with sex and feeling comes the responsibility of emotions. Thats where he ended it. you guys are funny. But now im second guessing myself...i hate being a girl all emotional and histerical. But i can't go back and apoligize now..that would really be psycho...I'll just be careful with my heart and others as well...lesson learned. Link to post Share on other sites
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