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Teacher's Pet

Six months ago today (actually, might have been 6 months yesterday lol)...

 

I held my beloved B in my arms in her bed, gazed deep into her big brown eyes...... and proposed. She cried, and said yes.

 

Tonight, I got drunk with my friend M, her 4 girlfriends, and her gay roommate (who squeezed my tushy at least twice tonight) :) Gay men totally dig me. If I were gay, I'd NEVER be lonely! lol

 

And... I almost put a guy through the wall of the bar when he got really "touchy-feely" with one of M's friends. I stared him down, shook my head.... and then the announcer kicked in....

 

"....in this corner, with a green belt in Tae Kwon Do, weighing in at 350lbs..........Teacher's Pet...."

 

"....and in this corner, standing at about 5'6", weighing in at about 150......"

 

The girl even ran over to me, put her arms around me and pretended I was her boyfriend, just to get the guy to leave. lol I've never been the "pretend boyfriend" before.

 

Sometimes, JUST SOMETIMES, I love being the guy I am. And you know something? I think I've earned the right to say that. I'm better than I was, and no where near as GREAT as I'm becoming, thanks to renewing my self-esteem, my belief in love, and my new-found friends.

 

And remember, these are all friends I NEVER would have met if I was still with my ex.

 

Even though I still miss her at times (especially at 3am on a Sunday morning, when I'm a little drunk and...you know.....)... I feel liberated that I've regained control of my life again.

 

And guess what.... I have you guys here at LoveShack to thank.

 

Without you guys, I'd still be crying on B's doorstep, begging for another chance.

 

-tp

TOO PROUD to beg

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