Teacher's Pet Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 *megawarmsquishytenderlovingHUGS* to all who need them..... You know who you all are. -tp Mr. Motivation Link to post Share on other sites
laRubiaBonita Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 *megawarmsquishytenderlovingHUGS* to all who need them..... You know who you all are. -tp Mr. Motivation OMGawd!!!!! How'd you know?! Thanks soo much and DOUBLE back to you, TP!!! ( love the initials!) Link to post Share on other sites
phyrespryte Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 thanks. you don't even know. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Teacher's Pet Posted October 21, 2006 Author Share Posted October 21, 2006 We're all in this together, Phyre..... We all hurt...sometimes more than we can handle.... but... ...you aren't alone, either. -tp Link to post Share on other sites
D-Lish Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 I'm having one of those nights at home in my pj's...wallowing in my own self pity, watching stupid TV and trying to get motivated. It's been almost two months and I'm still feeling the heart ache. I just want the pain to fade faster! It's one of those nights where I'd be tempted to crack open a bottle of wine (I don't drink wine normally) and write a long heart exposing e-mail to the ex... but I'm posting here instead. The guy was/is an ass...but I still picture the sweet side of him- and that is inhibiting the relief process. as usual, it's good to come here and find solace in the fact I'm not alone! D Link to post Share on other sites
alphamale Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 I'm having one of those nights at home in my pj's...wallowing in my own self pity, everyone likes to wallow in a pool of self-pity from time to time....just stay away from the deep end. Link to post Share on other sites
D-Lish Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 Cracked the wine.... but I'll stay away from the deep end! I've been there before, and it's no fun. !!! D Link to post Share on other sites
Author Teacher's Pet Posted October 21, 2006 Author Share Posted October 21, 2006 Ok....I'm secure enough to admit this: I'm watching Top Gun right now... and it's the scene where "Take My Breathe Away" is playing in the background.. And I'm f'ing crying. My ex is such an "80's chick".... those crappy love songs remind me of her so much. Anytime I hear 80's music, I think about her, since one of our fun activities was playing "Name That Tune" in her car on the XM radio..... She used to tease me about how she knew more about 80's music than I did.....sometimes, a song would come on that I didn't know off the top of my head, so she'd cover the display with her hand and torture me until I figured out the answer......and then we'd laugh all the way to her bed, where we'd get all naked and then the laughs would turn to giggles, sighs, soft moans, and eventually, screaming, accompanied by the steady pounding of a headboard..... .....but instead, it's 11:20pm, and I'm sitting in my bedroom, typing endlessly into this overpriced computer of mine, listening to Tom Cruise banging Kelly McWhat'sHerFace, with a sink full of dirty dishes, a sick cat, and a massive hardon over a woman who I proposed to almost exactly 7 months ago today who's probably boffing some other jerk right now as we speak..... .....when that jerk should be me. Wait... I was that jerk. I really f'ing thought I was over her. I'm not. I so f'ing suck. -tp big fat unfunny nothing Link to post Share on other sites
phyrespryte Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 You don't suck. Tonight sucks. If it makes you feel better this is my pathetic night... I've been reading threads all night hoping that I'll find one written by "him" saying that he's made a huge mistake and wants to know how to get me back. I've looked at his myspace page 123394509345 times already. I'd be crying right now, except I don't want anyone to know that I'm so messed up by this. Because get this...I only went out with the guy for like a month. I don't even know why this is getting to me so badly. I can't wait till this weekend is over. Link to post Share on other sites
laRubiaBonita Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 .....but instead, it's 11:20pm, and I'm sitting in my bedroom, typing endlessly into this overpriced computer of mine, listening to Tom Cruise banging Kelly awwwe... whats wrong with your cat? Link to post Share on other sites
D-Lish Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 Exactly 4 months ago, 2 months before breaking up... My ex and I were driving home on a Sunday afternoon on a beautiful sunny day. He asked me "babe, do you ever think about getting married again?" and I admitted- "yes, I still believe in the romance of marriage".... and he responded "I never thought I wanted to- but I'm rethinking that now..." then he pulled the car over to the side of the road and leaned over and kissed me passionately... Well, I replay that scene in my head over and over again... to this day. 2 Months later, he broke up with me over the phone.... And now? Here I am, pining over a man who doesn't feel the same love for me that I feel for him. The last couple days have been hard. And you know what? Wine doesn't make the pain go away...it just gives me a little headache and unsteady legs. Top Gun might help though...better than David Lettermen I'm sure. Kelly McGillis.... Tom Cruise is short....and crazy. But Hot. More wine anyone? Crap, I'm all out... D Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 yes...too much wine..u say...he broke up with u? hmmmmmm btw.,...i am drinking a red fat bastard shiraz u? Link to post Share on other sites
Author Teacher's Pet Posted October 21, 2006 Author Share Posted October 21, 2006 She has some degree of kidney failure.... I have to give her a daily saline IV to flush the infection from her system.... She getting somewhat better, but she's very thin, so I really don't know how long this will work for... She's a generally happy, playful cat, so I know she isn't suffering..and doesn't realize that she's probably not going to live another year or so... Not fun. -tp dr. do-too-little Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 hmmmmmmmmm...wonders.... msn? yahoo? im? yah right! more red wine please Link to post Share on other sites
Author Teacher's Pet Posted October 21, 2006 Author Share Posted October 21, 2006 he broke up with me over the phone.... Mine was a text message. More wine anyone? Crap, I'm all out... I have plenty here. But....I can't be responsible if we get drunk and something umm...arises...... -tp 4 months, 5 days celibate Link to post Share on other sites
laRubiaBonita Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 owwww....tp, that is sooo sad! my one kitty stopped eating, which messes up a kity liver, ans dropped half her weight....... i had to hand feed her for a month or so, she is a healthy 10 or so pounds now......... how old is your cat? Link to post Share on other sites
Author Teacher's Pet Posted October 21, 2006 Author Share Posted October 21, 2006 She's 14..... I know...old... Adopted her as a kitten in 1992. -tp sucker for a cute face, as always Link to post Share on other sites
laRubiaBonita Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 She's 14..... I know...old... Adopted her as a kitten in 1992. -tp sucker for a cute face, as always how sad.... but you never know, could be a while though.... cats DO have at least 9 lives! Link to post Share on other sites
D-Lish Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 Pretty Kitty! Meow! text message? ouch. Bit$h!! haha. We find solace in our animals! Thankfully I have two dogs that cuddle with me and sleep on my head every night. I don't know what I'd do without them. I woke up this morning and one dog was cuddled against my back nuzzled in my neck and the other was wrapped around my head snoring in my ear. It's a ritual, I open my eyes and I say in a sqealish voice "puppies!!" and they wake up, freak out and kiss my face. It's amazing how much they help. They probably wish I'd stop singing to them though! I thought I was going to crack today and call the ex... but I didn't, and I won't. Tomorrow will be better. Yep, I've decided that... tomorrow will be better! Dee Link to post Share on other sites
alphamale Posted October 21, 2006 Share Posted October 21, 2006 my one kitty stopped eating, which messes up a kity liver, ans dropped half her weight....... maybe she was getting ready for a career on the cat-walk Link to post Share on other sites
dr strangelove Posted October 22, 2006 Share Posted October 22, 2006 4 months, 5 days celibate Ky jelly -$7 internet pornsites -$29.99 Kleenex jumbo pack-$3.99 Mr.cuddles sock puppet -$5.99 Using your exes credit card number to pay for all this? PRICELESS Link to post Share on other sites
Ssheena Posted October 23, 2006 Share Posted October 23, 2006 Dr. - Now that made me laugh! And it's been more than a few days for that to happen. Thanks! Link to post Share on other sites
Author Teacher's Pet Posted October 23, 2006 Author Share Posted October 23, 2006 Yeah Yeah Yeah..... Make fun of my unloved genitalia! -tp hoping someone will kiss it and make it all better soon Link to post Share on other sites
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