Vanquish Posted November 4, 2006 Share Posted November 4, 2006 Since she ended it. It was a short relationship(3 months) and i figured it all out in the end. It was totally a narcissistic relationship on her part. I did a ton for her, spent time in the hospital with her ect. She was the first to say those dreaded three words. I didn't respond cause i didn't want to get hurt and well she hurt me. Anyway things ended bad, i missed the tiny open window for a second chance and shes been avoiding me ever since. But for some reason i can't find it in my heart to finally come to the conclusion that it wasn't meant to be. So many things were perfect in the beginning, family, friends everything. And then it all went so bad, constant fighting, lying on her part ect. I don't think that she ever cheated on me, cause we were a close group of friends and i woulda found out. But the reason she hasn't left me makes me wonder. Does anyone else out there feel that they can forgive but not forget? Like the people we have genuine feeligns for stay with us, but they're actions make us hesitate when we hear they're name or hear about them? Cheating would be the obvious never forgive cause i know i couldn't forgive someone for that. But why let someone into your life for a one night stand? I dunno. I deleted all her numbers, hid all of her pictures/cards/gifts. Did NC. Nothing no contact what so ever. Just curiousity about why the feeling doesn't leave even though she screwed me over so bad. Possibly the guilt of what she did still stays with her and thats why she avoids me, or maybe she just plain cannot stand me, seing is the last thing we ever said to eachother was life is tough. Link to post Share on other sites
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