Author KittenMoon Posted November 6, 2006 Author Share Posted November 6, 2006 how you feeling today KM? any better? do you want me to say something nice to make you feel good?....hmm? No, especially since I can never tell when you're being sarcastic. I need a few days, this was too much at once. Link to post Share on other sites
alphamale Posted November 6, 2006 Share Posted November 6, 2006 No, especially since I can never tell when you're being sarcastic. I will respect your wishes them KM... Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted November 6, 2006 Share Posted November 6, 2006 Hey! I was not stalking!!!!!! Don't even compare it Ariadne. This was a legit accidental run-in. Oh, I meant it in a good way. Sometimes a little surveillance goes a long way to know what is really going on. Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
Author KittenMoon Posted November 6, 2006 Author Share Posted November 6, 2006 Sometimes a little surveillance goes a long way to know what is really going on. Ariadne Surveillance is a terrible idea. Link to post Share on other sites
burning 4 revenge Posted November 6, 2006 Share Posted November 6, 2006 Mine most definitely will not be coming back. Maybe that makes a difference, but I can tell you I want them back every bit as much as you - or anyone on this planet for that matter. I have accepted that they are much better off without me, though. That's sort of a happy ending. Thats a courageous thing to say and a difficult one. Link to post Share on other sites
Adunaphel Posted November 6, 2006 Share Posted November 6, 2006 Thats a courageous thing to say and a difficult one. I just wish that the two of you realized that it's expecially an unhealthy one. Both of you are among the brightest people on LS. Yet you seem to be both working hard on hurting yourselves. KittenMoon, I hope that you will stop giving a rat's ass about your bf is doing soon. Really. Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted November 6, 2006 Share Posted November 6, 2006 Surveillance is a terrible idea. Well, is a way to know the truth. Say, if you see the cvnt leaving his house at 3am and kissing him in the lips. Then you'll know that he's dating the cvnt and not just friends. You can see them together and you can tell if they are crazy in love or just friends or if he's happy or whatever feeling that you get. After all, you know your man well. Just by seeing him for a little bit you'll know a lot. Of course, you can find out things that you don't want to know (in general I mean) Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
Ariadne Posted November 6, 2006 Share Posted November 6, 2006 I have accepted that they are much better off without me, though. That's sort of a happy ending. I like that... Maybe I should think that with the Denver guy, I'm a mess, I don't work, I'm like a stalker, I suck, etc etc... He's much better off without me, yeah! Ariadne Link to post Share on other sites
Author KittenMoon Posted November 7, 2006 Author Share Posted November 7, 2006 Surveillance is a terrible idea. Well, is a way to know the truth. Say, if you see the cvnt leaving his house at 3am and kissing him in the lips. Then you'll know that he's dating the cvnt and not just friends. You can see them together and you can tell if they are crazy in love or just friends or if he's happy or whatever feeling that you get. After all, you know your man well. Just by seeing him for a little bit you'll know a lot. Of course, you can find out things that you don't want to know (in general I mean) Ariadne Ok Ariadne, you can stop trying to make me feel better now. Link to post Share on other sites
Author KittenMoon Posted November 7, 2006 Author Share Posted November 7, 2006 KittenMoon, I hope that you will stop giving a rat's ass about your bf is doing soon. Really. I really didn't much think about it until I found out he was basically out doing everything I spend forever trying to get him to do. It was beyond surprising, and it just hurt. Well, I know, there's not much to be done about it now. Link to post Share on other sites
magichands Posted November 7, 2006 Share Posted November 7, 2006 I really didn't much think about it until I found out he was basically out doing everything I spend forever trying to get him to do. I hope you weren't nagging. When I'm nagged I do the opposite. But I'm such a stupid f*cker. Link to post Share on other sites
magichands Posted November 7, 2006 Share Posted November 7, 2006 Thats a courageous thing to say and a difficult one. When I think about some of the things I did, I just cringe. One has to forgive oneself, but sometimes I just wish I was dead. I mean, I don't believe I would carry any "baggage" into another relationship - if in fact I do have another relationship in my life - but I really don't like carrying these shameful thoughts around with me...when I have no chance of showing that I have changed. Anyway, I have enough to keep me occupied for the time being. Life is okay just now. Fortunately things definitely did turn out much better for her without me, so there is no reason to feel guilt. Just shame. Sh*t, what a loser. Link to post Share on other sites
Author KittenMoon Posted November 7, 2006 Author Share Posted November 7, 2006 I hope you weren't nagging. When I'm nagged I do the opposite. But I'm such a stupid f*cker. A lot more men would do well to listen to nagging, and then ask themselves how many times they ignored the question or situation before it turned into nagging. I am sure I did nag at the end. After dropping hints, asking vaguely, asking directly, asking strongly, etc etc. One thing that drove me crazy about him was how I could do all this, progress to the "nag" stage, we'd blow up in a fight over it, then afterwards he'd end up doing what I asked anyways and acting like I was right all along. Seriously- wtf is up that, guys? Link to post Share on other sites
magichands Posted November 7, 2006 Share Posted November 7, 2006 Seriously- wtf is up that, guys? You threatened to withhold sex, right? Everyone has their breaking point. Link to post Share on other sites
JCD Posted November 7, 2006 Share Posted November 7, 2006 He was just lazy and was hoping that what you asked him to do would go away without escalating into a fight. Once it did, he had to do it to calm down the situation so he would't feel awkward around you. Link to post Share on other sites
Author KittenMoon Posted November 7, 2006 Author Share Posted November 7, 2006 You threatened to withhold sex, right? Everyone has their breaking point. No, that's manipulative. Link to post Share on other sites
Author KittenMoon Posted November 7, 2006 Author Share Posted November 7, 2006 Once it did, he had to do it to calm down the situation so he would't feel awkward around you. No, it always happened well after the fight, when I'd pretty much given up on whatever had happened and moved on. My favorite time was the last. For months and months I told him his car sounded funny, told him he should get it checked out. He told me I was paranoid, crazy, nothing was wrong, etc. 6-7 months after we broke up he emailed me and let me know there was something wrong with the car, seriously wrong to the point they could no longer fix it, so he had to sell a car still worth 5-6k (that prob had a good 2-3 payment free years on it as well) for a measly $500. I didn't throw it back in his face that he should have listened to me in the first place.... but I sure wanted to. ------- Feeling a bit better today. Logical parts of my brain are starting to work again. Link to post Share on other sites
magichands Posted November 8, 2006 Share Posted November 8, 2006 For months and months I told him his car sounded funny, told him he should get it checked out. He told me I was paranoid, crazy, nothing was wrong, etc. You're just a jinx, that's all. You f*cked his car good with your evil, witchy ways. Link to post Share on other sites
Author KittenMoon Posted November 8, 2006 Author Share Posted November 8, 2006 You're just a jinx, that's all. You f*cked his car good with your evil, witchy ways. Haha that must be it, truly. It would be ludicrous to think that I know the difference between normal car noises, and bad grinding metal car noise. :lmao: Link to post Share on other sites
Author KittenMoon Posted November 10, 2006 Author Share Posted November 10, 2006 Define Irony.... Irony is when your ex calls you up from a thousand miles away because he reads in your blog that you are upset about something and wants to check on you, but doesn't know (and will not know) that the reason you were so upset was because of him, because you saw him, and found out some stuff that caused a major emotional setback. THAT'S irony. p.s. the blog wasn't really that dire sounding, at least i didn't think, and in it I attributed a lot of the bad feelings to fatigue and sleeping aids that cause depression in me... so how's that for a weird ex encounter? Link to post Share on other sites
magichands Posted November 10, 2006 Share Posted November 10, 2006 so how's that for a weird ex encounter? I'd rather have a weird sex encounter. But only because I won't see my ex again. Wow...he reads your blog. This is good news for a possible reconciliation. Does he post comments?! Link to post Share on other sites
Author KittenMoon Posted November 10, 2006 Author Share Posted November 10, 2006 This is good news for a possible reconciliation. I don't want to see it this way. Just taking it at face value that he's occasionally curious. Does he post comments?! No. Link to post Share on other sites
magichands Posted November 10, 2006 Share Posted November 10, 2006 Just taking it at face value that he's occasionally curious. I think it's his home page. Refresh, refresh, refresh. Or maybe he has it as a whizbang RSS feed. Link to post Share on other sites
Author KittenMoon Posted November 10, 2006 Author Share Posted November 10, 2006 I think it's his home page. Refresh, refresh, refresh. Or maybe he has it as a whizbang RSS feed. :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes: Link to post Share on other sites
alphamale Posted November 10, 2006 Share Posted November 10, 2006 hi KM...howya doing today? Link to post Share on other sites
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