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Hey TP,

 

Latley ive been thinking, i came into this world by myself and i will leave this world by myself. I am learning to enjoy my own company, watch a movie by myself, be my own date. I know this may sound pathetic to some, but in the end all you got is yourself, the future can never be predicted, i never thought my ex would totally shatter my world but thats life and yes life can be a biyatch most times.

 

I now truly believe the saying you have to love yourself first, and ever since i started just doing things for my self, the guys are all over me, but screw them, not sure if im ready to jump back into the dating world just yet, to busy loving the most wonderful girl in the world (ME!!!!!!!!!!!)

 

Rock on TP

 

Rain brings Rainbows

 

LOVE YA

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Nah, I didnt...but the tears I shed for her were happy ones... Made me see that not all women fall into the See You Next Tuesday category! :)

 

(I will not explain that one. Just....figure it out yourselves.) lol

 

 

Oh, so obviously something to do with lent, and abstinence! Actually, no, I'm lost.

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:) LOL

 

Like I said, I'll leave that for you guys to figure out. :)

 

-tp

master of innuendo

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Hey Tp,

 

Seriously, you and Ariawoman should get married. :)

 

You seem to get along well and she likes Jews.

 

(And you even met the D ex bf of hers and you seemed to like him)

 

Hey, she's a little bit hearbroken now, but maybe this is a match made in heaven.

 

(Btw, I've seen the pics of the two of you together in myspace and you look cute together ;) )

 

Ariadne

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Hey Tp,

 

Seriously, you and Ariawoman should get married. :)

 

You seem to get along well and she likes Jews.

 

(And you even met the D ex bf of hers and you seemed to like him)

 

Hey, she's a little bit hearbroken now, but maybe this is a match made in heaven.

 

(Btw, I've seen the pics of the two of you together in myspace and you look cute together ;) )

 

Ariadne

 

Sorry to defloat your romantic boat ariadne but TP and I aren't compatible in that way. Go match up some other folks...friendship is it for tp and I.

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Sorry to defloat your romantic boat ariadne but TP and I aren't compatible in that way. Go match up some other folks...friendship is it for tp and I.

 

Yeah... what she said. :)

 

-tp

cute. funny. single. :)

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Seriously, you and Ariawoman should get married. :)

 

I'd marry her, but she might make me clean my room and give up my swinging bachelor lifestyle, and we all know how well THAT'S going.

 

 

(Btw, I've seen the pics of the two of you together in myspace and you look cute together ;) )

 

Just what picture are you referring to? I look like I swallowed a VW bus in most pictures.

 

-tp

marriage material??

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Why wouldn't she? She's ariawoman not shariawoman

 

...or Aryanwoman.

 

HA! I'm funnier.

 

:)

 

-tp

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Hey, she's a little bit hearbroken now

 

 

She's heartbroken because some people don't know something great when they have it within reach. She's an amazing woman.

 

Someday soon the right guy will realize it, and he'll be the luckiest bastard in the world.

 

And all those "wrong" guys? Well, they have to deal with me if they mess with my sweet little FW. :)

 

I'm not just a pretty face. I lift weights 4 times a week for a reason. *clenches fists*

 

-tp

not really meanacing. Or am I?

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Gee you'd think i'd believe it with all the promoting you guys do of me. Unforunately, ariadne was right about 1 thing, I am still heartbroken. :( Hopefully someday, I won't be, but that day, ain't any time soon...

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And until the day you aren't heartbroken anymore, you'll always have your DS and your SB. :)

 

That much we know.

 

We love you! :)

 

-tp

just so damned full of love

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Aria,

 

I do think it gets better. It has to. Maybe the fact that we don't (want to?) move on is a sign that we can't love ourselves enough in the first place. Because if we would love ourselves, we would think "damn, it's me. Why do I keep sitting in a state of unhappiness for months and months?". There's no person who will bring us what we haven't got ourselves. I also used to think that when my ex-bf left, something was gone that I would never recover. It felt like he gave me something I didn't have and then took it all away again. Now I am trying to focus on that. What was it I didn't have? And why do I need someone else to give it to me?

 

Just keep going, be kind to yourself, focus on YOU and who you are. Look around sometimes, don't forget to look at the beautiful colors of fall once and a while.

 

-Magnolia

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Everyone should have a little SB in them... *grin*

 

-tp

SB.

not that little.

promise.

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Everyone should have a little SB in them... *grin*

 

-tp

SB.

not that little.

promise.

 

That is just so wrong. lol. They are nicknames we came up for eachother but I wont get into what they are cuz they'd be ***** out anyway ;-) IK'm FW, TP is SB and mollianna is DS. :-)

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That is just so wrong. lol. They are nicknames we came up for eachother but I wont get into what they are cuz they'd be ***** out anyway ;-) IK'm FW, TP is SB and mollianna is DS. :-)

 

Oh ok, I won't ask then. I always thought the S in SB must stand for "small" ;) . Actually this bit is true, whenever TP said "FW" I thought "future wife", it seems alot of people are making similar assumptions. I wonder why, hmmm ;)

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Oh,

 

And I had missed this thread and all.

 

Well, it seems like there is a lot of chemistry between you and FW.

 

There's still hope you guys ;)

 

Ariadne

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that's not chemistry. They are friends. I've seen them together. besides I don't want our ariawoman corrupted! ;)

 

Love, DS - feeling more and more like one everyday....:laugh:

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Oh ok, I won't ask then. I always thought the S in SB must stand for "small" ;) . Actually this bit is true, whenever TP said "FW" I thought "future wife", it seems alot of people are making similar assumptions. I wonder why, hmmm ;)

 

LOL.....

 

Let's clear this up.

 

The "S" in "SB" doesn't stand for small.

 

350#, lift weights 3-4x a week. Nothing small there.

 

Trust me. :)

 

As for Ariawoman being my "FW", while the "Future Wife" scenario is, in some ways, a very lovely thought, when we first "met" on here (June 25th..I'll never forget because it's the day my NC began with my ex), something just told me we were meant to become FRIENDS.

 

That day, I needed a friend more than you could ever imagine, and she was there for me when I had NO ONE to turn to. My best friend, she's friends with my ex. Can't go there. My guy friends..... typical "oh, you'll be banging someone else soon enough" types. Nope, not what I wanted to hear. My mother? "Your aunt and I will find you a nice Jewish girl".... nope... I needed someone I could relate to.

 

And since she and I relate to each other so well, that's how we became friends.

 

And even though our friendship continues to get stronger, it's still friendship. And I've never been happier.

 

Now..if SHE were to propose to ME........ *runs and hides*

 

-tp

(not her FH!) :)

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Oh,

 

And I had missed this thread and all.

 

Well, it seems like there is a lot of chemistry between you and FW.

 

There's still hope you guys ;)

 

Ariadne

 

*laughing*

 

There is hope.

 

Hope for Jenn to find what she needs and deserves.

 

Hope for me to find what I need and deserve.

 

Hope for US to help each other find those things.

 

So, yes, there is hope, but Jenn and I apologize in advance if you guys don't get the "outcome" you are wanting. :)

 

The "outcome" WE want? To be at each other's weddings one day. :)

 

-tp

confirmed bachelor.....until instructed otherwise :rolleyes:

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that's not chemistry. They are friends. I've seen them together. besides I don't want our ariawoman corrupted! ;)

 

Love, DS - feeling more and more like one everyday....:laugh:

 

Corrupted?

 

CORRUPTED?

 

Well..... I agree.

 

As much as I love Jenn with what's left of my heart (which is currently held together by duct tape), I could never subject her to my manly lusts. The shock might cause serious harm. My wanton desires require a real special gal to put up with. *sly grin*

 

Now YOU on the other hand, DS...... *chuckles* hehehe. :)

 

And no, you are our DS only because it's a cute and funny name. We had that talk yesterday. I think you know what I'd say right about now.

 

I just want the best for you, too, you know that. *protective hugs and kisses*

 

Love ya.

 

-tp

always your SB

taking applications for that "real special gal"

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LOL.....

 

 

Now..if SHE were to propose to ME........ *runs and hides*

 

-tp

(not her FH!) :)

 

 

LOL no way i'd ever propose to a man. I like my men to work for me. And, well, as you and DS have stated, we are and always will be friends.

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