getting someone back. or should i? woman insight is needed

[anto0o]

me and my grl of 5 and a half years broke up maybe 3 weeks ago...and i havn't seen her since, but we have been argueing online and stuff, she has a new boyfriend that she got a week afer we broke up...she allready slept with him...but she tells me she loves me alot and is always thinking about me...we talked 2 nights ago for like 3 hours...and she basically kept saying that i'm the reason shes acting that way and she kept saying she ****ed up, these quotes are her actual sayings

 

"u ****ed up and u made me **** up

and thats why we are in this **** hole"

"yea u caused me to **** us up more"

"its ur fault this happened and i hate u for it"

"i had no choice but to do it i wanted it to happen i ****ed up but u made me do it just so that u can see see that i was hurting"

"do u hate me?"

"if i wouldve walked into ur life would u accept me back"

"my feelings are...i hate u sometimes but then i think about u

cuz i love u alot but i stop myself"

"i miss alot of things"

"weve hurt each other so much that to me its unrepairable cuz ull be unwillin to forget the **** i did

 

the rest of the convo just goes that same way...i still love her alot and really want her in my life...she wants to be friends but i told her that i don't want to be her friend, i want her all...what does a girl meen when she says that? the way i see it is that she knows she ****ed up big time and has no choice but to move on now because shes scared that i won't forgive her and **** like that...i don't know what to think...a womans insight would be mint. thank you

[anto0o]

no one knows? =[

[miss snoopy]

If you broke up just 3 weeks ago and you're arguing still (albeit online) it's time to give each other some space. Stop trying to analyze things, sounds like she's confused, hurt and angry and all sorts of things get said in this state. Just reduce or stop all contact now and give yourselves time to think clearly.