So, I've been cheating and I don't feel guilty....

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I just got home from another night of 'fun'

 

I would have never engaged in this sort of behavior had I not found out about the affair. Never in a million years.

 

Am I using protection - yes.

 

Have I done it in our bed - no.

 

Do we have kids - yes.

 

He denied his affair being physical - my point is that it's too easy for it not to be physical. All the 'evidence' was there. And I believed him. Up until now.

 

Have I found the inner whore in me - you better believe it. She's always been there, came out before I was married, and she's back.

 

As twisted as this may sound (forgive me since I have been drinking), I love my husband and I love my family. I have no plans on leaving. But sleeping with other men has given me some sort of power back. I don't feel like I'm the victim anymore. And it has given me my self confidence back. Ya, ya, I know what the guys are after, but I'm happy to oblige. They also all know that I'm married and staying. It's a no strings attached sort of deal.

 

 

What evidence DO you have that your husbands affair really was physical? Or are you just assuming that it was? What if you later find out that he NEVER slept with her? How can you justify what you just did? You know that it WILL be over, I hope you can live with yourself doing that to your family, because you're doing it to your children too. What if your children find out about this, from school, from ANYWHERE, and it DOES happen lady, I found out at school about one of my parents sleeping around. You wanna talk about horror, shame, disgrace. How could you justify that to your children, how would you feel about your children finding out about this? What would you say to them? By the way, condoms DO fail. You could get pregnant, get AIDS, STDs. Let your husband out of this sick marriage. THINK ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!