Ladies Can you guys !!!

[Eric102]

A lil info on ex-gf. Dad treats her bad over the summer because he took out a loan for her. Tells her she better not **** up, makes her cry everyday. I know makes my job like hell, i give her full attention. At the end of summer she tells me she needs a break from me. Because we r fighting a lot cuz she met up with a guy online with her friends. I told her not to see him, i know bad thing to do. She says she doesn't want to fight with me anymore and we take a break.

 

Yes i fought for the relationship. But for some reason she just kept going further and further away. then she tells me when she meets up with me everything will be fine. Since we live 3 hours away. Well i meet her up 10 days later and then she says yes to me. But changes her mind 5 mins later. I get pissed because it feels like i'm getting played. So two months go on i'm like a mess right now. She sees that and falls out of love the old cliched thing.

 

As for me i'm going through tough times cuz i found out my dad has cancer to much stress and i break. I'm to depressed at the the time. But everytime i'm happy something goes wrong.

 

Two months pass and i finally had enough of her crap i break up. Thas wat she wanted from me trust me. WE HAVE A REALLY BAD BREAK UP. I curse and she curses. But then i appologize this is the first time i cursed at her, and i cry because it hurts and stuff (i can't believe i was such a wuss) She tells me we will never been GREAT friends again. I'm like thas fine i'll settle for something lol.

 

A week goes by and then she calls i don't pick up. Then a new stage starts.

 

She started im'ing me and saying online thas "thas ****ing fine u don't wanna be friends no more". blah blah blah, she talks to my older brother online talks about me. How am i and stuff. then she went all crazy on him and my older bro said fine if u wanna go then leave my lil brother. Then she said how can i fix things. They talk for an hour and she tells him that she wants to be with me in the future not right now. B.S crap i know. Her feelings changed and crap lol yeah high school girls change so quickly lol.

 

She is in the confused college state where partying is the real life lol. I'm a junior in college. But two months foward i'm going to the gym, hanging out with friends, and got a new job. Everything is great ex is out of my life slowly. Me and ex talk sometimes we talk for 5 mins others 20 mins and once we talked for like 2 hours. I never bring up the past lol why dwell on it. (actually ex's r to confusing)

 

Then a month goes by i'm looking great and more confident. I'm going on dates and stuff. When i talk to her i keep it short. She calls me at 4 am and 2 am sometimes but i never pick up. I ignore her, like i'm suppose to i guess lol. She keeps asking about my girl friends but i always tell her, their r just my friends. Then she tells me about these two "special guys" i'm jealous but i tell her lol whichever one she likes she should go out with them. She tells me no she doesn't like them like that. I'm like its ur decision then, she tells me she has to go. I am like thas fine me to. Supposedly they can do one thing i can't never do lol open doors for her, B.S and they supposedly dress better then me. Yes she is comparing lol I let her make a ass out of herself.

 

I stopped talking to her for two weeks. I told her i was going to NY a while back. But while i'm gone, not really so i stopped picking up her phone calls. She calls like 12 times in those to weeks estimate. She leaves me a message saying she will kill me. Where the hell am i.

 

Then i call her 5 days ago, she picks up right away. Tells me that" i just dropped out of the Face of the Earth". I'm like no i was in NY. She asks hows your dad and ur sisters. I'm like they r fine and ask about all her friend and her folks. She says their fine. She tells me she is messing up in school. In my head i think duh lol thas what u get for not paying attention. All and all we talk for 15 mins i tell her it was "it was nice hearing from her". I was like if your free tonight i'll call u up and she says yes shes free whenever u want to call.

 

4 hours later i get a texting saying "when r u so polite and formal", i dont' reply back to it though. But i did call her later that night at 2 am, i was at party and came back. She never picked up or call back since then lol been only three days but who cares.

 

But my question is if hopefully u read WTF IS going through her head. I hate one thing she never admits it lol but is she regreting it? She treats me like her bf lol and is really excited when i talk to her. I'm no longer the cry baby, i changed that about me. So can ladies give me a insight to this problem? cuz the reason i want to know is, YES I LOVER HER lol!!! cliched