KissesHimGoodbye Posted January 9, 2007 Share Posted January 9, 2007 I had a LDR with a guy in cali and i who lives in NY, knew him more then 2 yrs, and was going on for about one year and 6 months..I loved him so damn much i made him my everything, i thought he felt the same way about me. Perhaps he did but im no longer sure. I recently found out he was going out with a girl in cali, because i was the on who made him his accounts online and got a msg going "i luv you hunnie" i thought nothing of it..you can say i was afraid to find out what it was..untill once more she wrote to him saying more. I cried cause i knew what it was and what was to come. He then noticed me acting different and got upset cause i wouldnt tell him. How could i tell him something that had hurted me so much and that he knew about?.. So i was upset and i told him "dont forget to wish (Ashley) goodnight" And he said nothing but "What?".. Now he wont speak to me, but i believe that something was there for us. After all the lies..and the cheating i cant help but still want him. I would do anything to have him back. From the letters he wrote to me and the way he expressed his love for me i know there was something.. But how do i get that back? Its only been 2 days, i long for his voice.. Everything reminds me of him. I cant eat feel nauseas having headaches cant sleep.. I didnt even see this coming, he was amazing.. And now the girl who is supposly going out with him could care less about what he did. In her own words "its karma" cause she has cheated on him before. Link to post Share on other sites
Zaira Posted January 9, 2007 Share Posted January 9, 2007 Ooh, I didn't see the last sentence in your other post. That should really tell you something - they are probably made for each other. They have ZERO respect for anyone else's feelings. Find someone who'll treat you right, someone who can actually be there and hold you when you need. Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Posted January 11, 2007 Share Posted January 11, 2007 I recently found out he was going out with a girl in cali, because i was the on who made him his accounts online and got a msg going "i luv you hunnie" i thought nothing of it..... This has the nasty stink of a on line relashionship to me. Did you ever actualy meet this man in real life? And also why were you going tho his messegers? Even if you did help him set it up thats kinda invadeing his space no? Dont get me wrong I'm not trying to defend the scum. Sounds like a real winner and your prob better off with out him any ways I'm sorry to hear what he put you tho... Link to post Share on other sites
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