2nd chance??

[lost in MO]

My boy friend and I are broke up. We broke up in August when he went to TX for a year for a school. We have a wonderful baby boy who is 3. At Christmas he came to me stating he loved me and wanted to work on a friendship together. This weekend he is off for school. Orginally he refused to let me come down to see him from MO. Now he says it is okay, basically because his roommates wife is there and I think he feels weird. I do not get the feeling from him that he really wants me there. I feel he is just doing it to agree with me.

 

My question is do I wast the $300 on a non refundable ticket to see him in hopes that we do not fight and do have a good time?? Or do I stay home feeling sick knowing that he is out hitting on other girls??