She broke up and broke my heart.

[Champ86]

Hello I am 20 years old and have recently had my heart thrown in my face. My ex girlfriend was the same age as me and we had live in the same city for most of our lives. She went to a public school and I went to private. We only met once while we were in highschool so we didnt know each other. She was in close to a four year relationship in from highschool to her first year of college. When she was in college her boyfriend at another cheated on her many of times and never told her and knowingly gave her an std. She had to have surgery and broke up with him. They will never get back together but I believe this still has a bearing on our problems.

 

We met at a party and she came on to me and we hung out for about a week and half and then we had sex and she asked me out. We got pretty serious about each other then about 2 and a half months in a couple days after my birthday she says she doesnt want to be with me anymore. She gives me these excuses like she doesnt want a boyfriend and she doesnt feel the same about me and worried about transferring schools. We dont talk for two weeks at all. She tried to call and text me a couple times but I never answered it. Then finaly we start talking again and we get back together. She cried to me telling me how everything she said was a lie and that she saw herself getting to close to me and getting hurt again would kill her.

 

She then said how shes ready for the real thing. We are together for a month and we have talked about how we could see ourselves with each other for life and she told me one night she knew she would marry me. Then she turns around with the same excuses and breaks up with me again. We keep talking hanging out haveing sex but we r not together. We get into an agrument one night and I told her that i do love her but im going to transfer next semester for my major and to just get away.

 

She tells me that im acting like we are never going to get back together and that she doesnt want me to transfer. Now a couple weeks later everything is cold we dont hang out as much and we dont have sex anymore. We go days without talking. People tell me to start dating other people because it will make her feel less powerfull and that she will want me back. I dont care about other girls I love this girl and will go to the ends of the earth to get her back. I know this has been long but its hard to stop when im thinking about her. PLEASE ANY HELP OR ADVICE WILL BE APPRECIATED!!!

 

Champ